𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐌|| 𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐍𝐀𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐘 || 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐒𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐋 𝐀𝐔

Always forever.

TW: eating disorder, throwing up, crying, death, car crash. we need a chapter with no tw's 

word count : 2785 words

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( for the sakes of my story dream and george had been friends for 4-5 months but the story date is still when alex got out of the hostpital)

Dream pov: 

i sat down at the lunch table, i looked at the food, not sure if a wanted to eat it or not. " hey clay!" george said sitting beside me and smiling. i greeted him. i few seconds of silence fell over us. " can i.. ask you something?" george said looking at me. " yeah you can tell me anything!" i said looking at him and smiling, making sure he felt comfortable. " well.. i like you alot, more than friends, and i know we have been friends for a couple of months but you are such an amazing person and i was wondering if you could be my... boyfriend?" woah. okay, um. i know i say im straight but i- . i mean ive always liked girls and guys.. 

( this is STRICTLY FANFICTION. dream has said noting about his sexuality and people say george in bisexual but i will still say STRICTLY FANFICTION.)

it had been a 30-second wave of silence between us " Clay if you dont like me just said no..." he said with a sad expression of his face. " george, of course ill date you" i smiled as his face lit up. " Really! You will!" he said. i chuckled "yes george i will." i said causing him to have a huge smile.  he hugged me which causing me to smile. he let go as i continued eating. "hey guys! hey alex how you doing!" i smiled as karl and alex sat down. " im doing good!" he said setting down his lunch tray. he looked at him food then looked back up. he then turned over to karl and started talking. " hey everyone" punz said walking over. " hey punz!" george said.

time skip to the end of lunch

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punz pov: ( gonna be short)

i looked at alexs tray, it was completely full. not even a bite of food. i grabbed a sandwich i made i didnt really want. " alex, you want this?" i said seeing if he was going to take it, he turned around and looked at the sandwich, he gave it a stare and slowly took it. everyone went back to talking as he slowly unwrapped the sandwich and looked at it. his hands were basically slightly shaking just looking at the food. i looked at him and he looked back at me. i saw him shakily bring the sandwich up to his mouth and he took a bite and swallowed it.

 the bell rang as he quickly rewrapped to the sandwich. i saw him quickly walk out and throw the sandwich away. he wasn't getting better, he was just getting better at hiding it. i saw karl walk out of the lunchroom while talking to niki and minx. i quickly walked over to karl and got minx to sign to her that i needed to talk to him. i grabbed his arm and pulled him aside. " alex isnt getting any fucking better karl in fact hes getting worse." i said looking him in the eyes. " what do you mean?" karl said confused. " he didnt eat ANYTHING on his try during lunch and when i have him a sandwich i never saw anyone be happier to throw away a fucking piece of food, karl hes only getting worse hes not getter better and I dont know how he is just amazing at hiding it."

karl looked at me in disgust. " don't even make jokes like that punz!" he said as walked off looking mad as all hell. " karl its not a joke! he-" I chased after him, but then we saw alex run into the bathroom. fucking hell. 

alex pov:

I quickly went to the bathroom as I got in a stall and locked it. someone knew now- he's gonna tell everyone karls gonna hate me everyone is. i put my head over the toilet and stuck out two fingers. thoughts on self-doubt, people knowing, everyone hating me, everything going wrong ran through my head as I stuck to fingers down my throat ( NOT DESCRIBING THROW UP AND I NEVER WILLL)