Mujhme tu...tu hi tu basa..

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Preeti did not seems to be living her life the way everyone was expecting her to live.She was stressed but not worn out.She was shocked but not broken.She was crying inside but she wasn't devasted.she was steady mentally but not emotionally.
It wasn't easy for anyone to even know what's she's been going through.But about one thing, everyone was sure,that she was fighting silently.She was fighting against her fears.She was fighting against those who wants her to accept that her love has died.She was fighting against the creator who gave Prem in her life and then took away.

Dr.Sen observing her since she had joined hospital after that soul shaking, 9/11 incident.He has been worried about her mental and physical health since then.Most of the times when Pritam ji and Dr.Sen talked,His heart goes out for Mehra family and Preeti.They missed Prem terribly.

"She is doing good Pritam ji.she is actually doing her best these days....If I would say correctly.Did you see???.... it's in news.she handled a very complicated case of twins child birth.I am really proud of her.Magar jis baat ke liye main fikrmand hun wo ye,ki........ ye hmari wo Preeti nhi...wo badal gayi hai.That incident has changed her.wo hasti thi, Masti krti thi,bachon ke sath khelti thi...Now she is not that Dr. Preeti anymore......And I am worried for her Pritam ji...I am worried for her...."Dr.Sen informed Pritam ji over the Phone talking,during his lunch time in hospital.

"Janta hun Dr. Sahab......."Pritam ji replied as he is aware of Preeti's state of life.He continues,
"Janta hun... wo bahut achi doctor hai....main apki baat bhi samajh raha hun ..main jo kr sakta hun wo kr raha hun.
Wo Prem ko talashna chahti hai.kuch manne ko tayar nhi.She is not living her life...she is not alive...uski jindgi ab jindgi nhi.. mujhse jyada ye kaun janta hai Dr.sahab???"Pritam ji said in agony.

"Hmm.....main samajh sakta hun Pritam ji.But we can't expect this from her right now.its too early.....Prem ko gaye waqt hi kya hua h???mushkil se 2 mahine???mujhe uski sehat ki Chinta hai.But if we want her back we have to help her overcome her grief that affecting her health.I can see that...."Dr.Sen said in concern.

"Han.. Dr.Sahab....main janta hun."Pritam ji agreed to him.

"I don't think... she even looked at herself in the mirror.I guess she is over doing her work and everything she is into......"Dr.Sen said showing his concern for Preeti.

"Hmmmm"Pritam ji sigh.

"Waise.... Kya aap jante hai ki Preeti ne USA me job ke liye apply Kiya hai?."Dr Sen asked Pritam ji.

"Janta hun....."Pritam ji replied.

"Aapse uski baat hui is bare mein????" Dr Sen asked again.

"Khulke nhi....dabe lafzon me...thoda bataya tha.Wo ab tak America nhi ja saki hai.Prem ke parivar se koi na koi jata raha hai.......Dr.sahab, ...aap Preeti se baat kyun nhi krte???wo apko bahut manti hai.mera khyal hai wo apki jarur sunegi."Pritam ji suggests Dr. Sen.

"Off course Pritam ji.maine to apke kehne se pehle hi koshish ki thi.......but that time her grief was fresh.But I will talk to her today by evening for sure.don't worry..I'll do what I could do.After all she is just like my own daughter Pritam ji.And you know,how much I loved Prem and Preeti both....I will definitely talk with her."Dr.Sen assure Pritam Ji and hung up the phone.He got up and walk through a long corridor to meet Preeti in her cabin.He peep through the door.He found her sitting alone and her lunch was untouched taken away by the helper.She was scrabbling something over the paper.

"Tere bagair har pal kaise jiya maine...
Ye janna chahte ho kya???
Wo zindagi jiska khawab kabhi nhi dekha maine ..
Wo dikhana chahte ho kya???
Mar mar ke jeena sikh liya maine...
Aur bhi kuch sikhana chahte ho kya???
Kitni raah dekhi hai Maine...
Mere intezaar ki haad dekhna chahte ho kya???
Tujhme khudko khoya hai maine
Mujhe khud me khtm krna chate ho kya???"

Prem Preeti FF:Der Se Hua Magar Pyaar Hua......"जहाँ कहानियाँ रहती हैं। अभी खोजें