Prem Preeti FF:Der Se Hua Magar Pyaar Hua......"

Tum Bin...jiya jaye kaise???

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Prem......

Apne kaha tha na???....mere liye hai... to mujhe pata hone chahiye...
mere lafz ,mere jazbaat.....isliye bus ab apko hi bata rhi hun.Apse hi kahungi...aur koi to.. mujhe samajh hi nhi pa raha hai.
sab mujhe.... mujhe wo samjhane ki koshish kr rahe hai jo ....jo mera dil manne ko tayar nahin...bilkul bhi nahin....hargiz nahin.

Sab mujhe badi ajeeb nazron se dekh rahe hai Prem.Bahut ajeeb lag raha hai....pehle...pehle jinki nazaren.... pyar aur izzat se bhari rehti thi...aaj taras aur humdardi se bhari hai....jahan se guzarti hun unki nazaren mera picha krti hain.
Pata nhi ...pata nhi kyun??? mujhe acha nhi lag raha ye sab...

Prem.....pata hai??Papa itna badal gaye hai, ki kya kahun???.... health concious ho gaye hai.jo banati hun chupchap se khate hai.unhone mujhse ladna chhod diya hai Prem.
Ladna hi chhod diya hai.
wrna ..apko to pata hai na,baat baat par.... kakdi gazar ke tane dete the.kehte the....
kehte the ek bar Prem ko le jane de tujhe...fir teri ek nhi sunuga.is ghar me mere rules chalenge.
Aur main..... main bhi jwab me keh deti.khudpar khudke rules chalate rehna....
Magar ab,ab meri papa saari baat sunte hain...I am not liking it ...I am not liking it Prem....I am not liking it.
Sabko wo lagta hai.... jise..........jise.....main keh bhi nhi sakti....aur wo sab use sach man baithe hain.

main manti hun maut ek....ek sabse bada sach hai.magar ek sach aur bhi hai...
jo yahan kisi ko nhi dikh raha Prem.... kisi ko nhi...

Aap hi batao...

"Agar aap nhi ho .....
to main Zinda kaise hun????"

A tear drop falls on the paper she was writing on.she sobs a little.and hide her face in pillow.

Pritam ji opens the door of Preeti's room, slightly ,to check, if she has gone to sleep.

But he finds her laying on bed,writing her diary.He looked at the Photo placed on the side table of her bed,and saw a man with an innocent face in it,smiling ,holding a book in his hand.That man in the picture, was the life of his daughter,who left her daughter alive but.....lifeless.
Pritam ji close the door carefully, making it sure,it won't make any sound that would make her realised his presence.He stand there for a while hunging his shoulder with the weight of the grief that was difficult to carry,but he has been carrying it for the last four weeks.He took a deep breath, inhaling as much air as he can, to calm himself.He close his eyes, before the water in it,emerges out.And leaves for the living hall where Sangeeta and Anwar bhaijaan had come to meet them.They have not met her after that fateful day.

Sitting in the hall,they glanced at Pritam ji coming towards them,he has lost weight,as the kurta pajama he was wearing is loose now.The most funny person they knew,the face always imit a contagious laughter, is now having gloom eyes and silent mouth.She used to see him wearing t-shirts that shows his love for the food,but now profound sadness is visible in his every move.And that's all happened, just in 4 weeks.

Sangeeta's heart felt out to cry,watching Pritam uncle in this condition.Her throat gets choked with a lump of saliva,she could not speak.She was about to weep when she keeps her hand over her mouth to suppress her emotional outburst.Anwar bhaijaan noticed it, caresses her head gently to comfort her.After a while she mustered up the courage,and somehow managed to speak.

"Kya hua uncle??"Sangeeta asked Pritam ji in a deep voice.

"Kya hoga Sangeeta beta??......jab zindagi me aisa dard ka sailab aye,jo apki har khushi Baha le jaye???"Pritam ji answered back with a sigh looking at the photo frame placed over the table.
Pritam ji and Preeti had always been the inseparable members of Prem's family long before their engagement.Apart from Mehra family these two were those persons ,for whom Prem means a lot in thier lives.Sangeeta can sense the same silence and mornful,distressed vibes in this house that has spread in Mamta Niwas now a days.
She had never thought Prem and Preeti can be seen as a seperate identities.She had never imagined living them apart from eachother She gets concern about Preeti's well being so she asked Pritam ji.