I lay on my bed after a party
Sobbing like a toddler making something a big deal.
Upset to say it to him
Missing someone else I haven't seen in a long time.
After every kiss,
Was different.
I felt uncomfortable
Something was wrong.
I knew it all along.
I was always afraid to say it.
Out loud
"Gotta do it," my mind said.
I did it...
Goes to the bathroom.
Letting it all out.
Him.
Him.
All of him.
Down the drain.
Like Champlain in a wine glass.
