Meeting One Direction

Chapter 36

-Sofia's P.O.V-
I was finally out of the hospital after 1 hour of waiting, I was still completely shocked about the news I just got from the doctors. I kept on over thinking things in my head which just made me worried, I looked at my watch and it read 11:30am. I decided to walk for a little bit before I went home to clear my mind, half an hour later I walked by a small café. I walked in and sat by a table, soon a waitress came and I ordered a cup of coffee and something to eat. A few minutes later she came back with my orders and I dug in to it, an hour later I payed the check and went outside. I called a taxi and told him the directions to the apartment, half an hour later we finally arrived. I gave him the money and walked inside, as I was about to take off my shoes I got a call from Em.
E: Hey Sof! We finished school early since our last class was canceled.
S: Alright! So are you on your way now?
E: Yep! I'm on my way now with our homework.
S: Ok then! See you soon!
E: Bye!
I hung up and took off my shoes and coat, I put my bag at the side. I went to my bathroom and took a quick shower, I turned off the water and wrapped a towel around my body. I walked in to my bedroom, I put on a grey tee and sweatpants. I put on a pair of leg warmer booties and just put my hair in a messy ponytail. I took out my diary which I like to call, 'My Book Of Thoughts' where I write down all of my thoughts that bother me or just thoughts that I feel the need to write down. Once I finished writing down I felt much better, I put it away where nobody can find it(except for me) and walked in to the kitchen and opened up the fridge. A piece of paper fell to the ground and I picked it up. It was to me from Harry, I quickly unfolded it and read the letter.

I'm sorry about saying goodbye. Although it's painful we need to let go of each other. Thank you for showing me what real love is, for being there for me. You are a beautiful girl and such a wonderful person. I know there is a perfect guy for you out there since it's really not hard to love you. Thank you Sofia, I will forever treasure your memories and moments with you. Goodbye.

Tears were streaming down my face, I crumbled up the piece of paper and just threw it to nowhere in particular. What have I done? Did I do something wrong? Why now? I asked myself, I tried calming myself down but it didn't work. I thought that he loved me and that he'd never leave me, but boy was I wrong! All those times he said 'I Love you', that I was beautiful and all that stuff, I guess he didn't mean it. Just thinking about that made me cry even more, I can't believe I fell for him. I thought he was different from all the guys that I've dated. And yes I've dated more than two guys but they all just end up breaking up with me for some reason even though I did NOTHING wrong. My heart shattered in to a million pieces, I was heartbroken. It was painful, I've been heartbroken before, but I never felt like this before after a break up. This was much more painful, it felt like the world came crushing down. I continued crying until there no more tears left to shed.
-I guess it's just me and you little one, me and you. I said looking down at my flat stomach.