My old best friend (Nick jonas love story)

Part 52

Madi's P.O.V

Nick and I got back to his house, it was 8P.M already.. 
Nick: wow that was a long day 
Madi: yeah it was - i said as Nick closed the door behind him 
Nick: we just had to finish this in one day, busy schedule 
Madi: Totally 
Nick: so i wanted to ask you somthing 
Madi: i'm listening - i said as we both sat on the couch 
Nick: well.. just .. god i don't know how to say it 
Madi: what's wrong.. - i said starting to get scared already 
Nick: nothing's wrong.. Soph talked to me 
Madi: okay.. about? 
Nick: us getting married - he said kind of asks 
i didn't say anything.. i guess cause we talked about a wedding and i told her we are close to it.. damn it, i just said it so i can see what she thinks about her and Joe getting married ... 
Nick: Mads..? do you hear me?
Madi: yes sorry.. 
Nick: what did she mean? 
Madi: okay l'll tell you but you have to promise not to tell anyone.. nothing !
Nick: yeah of course 
Madi: Joe is going to propose to her.. and he sent me to check if she will say yes cause he was scared she is too young 
Nick: what? Joe is going to propose and he didn't say anything? to me?! - he said mad 
Madi: babe don't be mad he was just not sure if he's even gonna do it 
Nick: wait.. so what did you tell soph about us getting married? 
Madi: no i havn't said it.. i just told her that both of us are close to getting married .. i just wanted to see what she will say 
Nick: so once again you're just lying about us to people.. just like you did with Priyanks and us living together 
Madi: Nick i'm not lying about us.. an with Priyanka it's not the same 
Nick: ohh you're not lying about us? so tell me how close are we to get married? - he said really mad as he got up from the sit next to me .. i just didn't say anything, we are not close to it. 
Nick: come on Mads, tell me 
Madi: we are not close
Nick: really? so once again you're sacrificing our relationship to lie about just for your needs.. now it's Joe, the last time it was Priyanka.. who's Next? 
Madi: Nick it's not like that.. i was just trying to help Joe
Nick: so now Joe is the first priority. 
Madi: he is not.. i was just helping him know what she thinks.. he is my friend and i will help him when he needs me .. i don't get it why are you so mad about it, i just told it to sophie.. 
Nick: it doesn't matter who you told it to.. it's just disrespectful of our relationship..and if you don't see it something is wrong 
Madi: Nick i didn't think about it this way.. i mean we both know and sure about our relationship.. why are you getting mad about me lying 
Nick: i'm done explaining this to you - he said as he got upstaries .. 
"great now what" - i said to him but he didn't answer and just got in the bedroom, but he didn't close the door 
i hate it when i see things diffrent from him.. just sometimes I don't attach importance to things that are very important to him.. i mean not on purpose of course but it's just .. i don't know
no what? should i go up to him or maybe let go and let him think while i think as well 
i was just sitting on couch.. i need to think about what he sees that  i don't.. what am i missing .. i really want to go back home, but i just know it will make things worse .. i was just sitting with my head between my hands .. ughh i hate that after that long day we are fighting.. i mean why now.. couldn't he ask me that tomorrow morning 
i called Joe 
Joe: Hey Mads
Madi: Hey.. you're that only one that hears me ?
Joe: yeah what's up 
Madi: i'm sorry but i told Nick you're gonna propose.. 
Joe: Mads what.. why
Madi: i had to.. soph talked to him about me telling her we re close to get married 
Joe: ohh so you needed to explain yourself? 
Madi: yeah.. it came out wrong Joe
Joe: what do you mean? 
Madi: never mind.. just called to tell you this .. 
Joe: yeah okay..
Madi: okay.. bye - i said hanging up 
i got upstaries and stood next the bedroom's door as i just saw him with a boxer after a shower.. 
Madi: would you rather l'll go home? 
Nick: i think you would rather that 
Madi: i don't know.. i'm not sure 
Nick: whatever - he said as he got in bed 
- i just didn't say anything.. i got in the shower, took my time in the warm shower.. after a while i got out and it seems like Nick's asleep.. how the hell can he fall asleep so easly after a fight, it drives me crazy .. i didn't got in bed next to him i just got downstaries, drank a hot tee and watching TV on the couch.. 
actully the reason i didn't leave was so i can get use to us living together and fighting.. i wanted to get use to the face i won't have a place to ran to and i need to deal with the problem.. 
hope it was the right thing to do