- Caitlyn -
I looked after him and saw him walk into the distance until he disappeared around the corner. "Weirdo. C'mon lets end the movie." I nodded but didn't move. Lucas walked back to the living room.
I looked down at the little ring box which Harry dropped. I picked it up and sat down on the little stairs. I wrapped my hand around it. It looked so big in Harry's hand, yet so small in mine. Then, I opened the little box. It was absolutely stunning. It was a cute little ring with little diamonds on a bow. I gently touched the ring, and just stared at it with fond. Fond for the fact that Harry chose this out for me. Out of all the huge diamonds he could've picked to impress me, he picked a small cute bow. It was a beautiful thing.
That was Harry, knowing exactly what to give, exactly what I loved. I shoved the ring on my finger. I don't know how, but it fitted perfectly, just as perfect as my hand in Harry's.
I let out a deep breath. Why did he have to leave me and screw it all up. I should have let him talk, but i didn't. I didn't want to go all back. I moved on, not from Harry, but just the fact that it wasn't going to work out. I found Lucas. He was amazing. He wasn't as gentle and caring as Harry, but he loved me. He was okay. I was okay.
But now, I wasn't okay.
Harry brought back so many feelings, feelings I didn't even want to have back. And I needed to know why. I needed to know why he left me after such a big thing, and why he ignored me, -
"Babe, are you coming?" Lucas was standing in de doorway. "Yeah," I breathed out.
- but not right now.
I walked back in and closed the door behind me. Still doubting, I walked towards Lucas, and sat down next to him. "What are u wearing?" He looked at me with an expression I couldn't really place. "Oh, a ring."
"If I'd have so much money, I'd buy you big diamonds and the most expensive things ever. One day." Of course you would, my mind said. This is what I meant, he would go all out, go big and spend all his money on me. And even though that sounds great, I wouldn't want that. I want things I love, not just expensive things just because of the fact they're expensive. He wouldn't think about the sweet gestures, he wouldn't think about me.
Harry would.