Million Dollar Man [H.E.S]

If You Lie Down With Me

Edited*

Lana's POV

After i walked out and closed the door i took a deep breath and closed my eyes just to relax for a couple of seconds, i walk down the small stairs and start walking towards the bakery where Harry used to work.

Hearing people say Lana is hard beacuse it always makes me wish my parents were still here, thinking about the future without my parents is hard but i still have Chuck which i'm grateful for.

Walking around Homes Chapel reminds me of the time where i was able to walk around without everyone asking if i'm Lana Del Rey or when they ask for pictures. I love my fans, i really do but it it's just too much sometimes.

When i arrive to the bakery i tell Jack and Rose to behave before i tie them to a metal ring in the wall made for dogs.

Being in the bakery again reminds me of when me, Gemma, Anne and Robin used to sit here for hours and just talk about everything and nothing. I miss Robin, he was such a lovely man, always telling bad knock knock jokes but hilarious dad jokes. I know that Anne is still having a hard time to sleep in the bed alone but both me and Gemma are here now so we can have a sleepover.

If we can fit three people in the bed.

I look around and see an elderly couple sitting at a table by the window, i hope that i can grow old with someone or just have a realationship in general. For some reason i get so unlucky when it comes to realationships beacuse everyone i've dated always date me for my money or for more recognition. The only ones who didn't use me for money and fame was Abel (The Weeknd) and Rakim (Asap Rocky) but that is only beacuse they're already super famous.

I walk towards the counter and ring the bell, five seconds later and i see Barbara coming out of the kitchen and stands infront of me. Without looking up she asks

"What can i get you?"

"I would like a hug from my favourite baker in Homes Chapel"

She finally looks up and when she sees me her face breaks out into a big grin before walking around the counter and giving me a big hug.

"How are you Lili?"

She is the only one who calls me Lili but i like it so i let her use it.

"i'm good now that i'm back in England, how are you"

"thats good, you know i'm just the same old me"

She goes behind the counter again

"i doubt that, beacuse know that i'm here you can never be the "same old me""

"you are so right, any boyfriend i should know about?"

"no, you know that i have a hard time with that"

"i know but i would like to see you come into my bakery one time with a man that you like"

"i know"

I look down and smile about the tought of Barbara wanting to meet my future boyfriend.

If i get one.

Before either one of us can say anyting, the door opens and in walks Harry.

"BARBARA"

I knew that Harry loved this place but i didn't think that he would shout.

"HARRY"

Barbara turn to me and tells me to sit at a table so she can bring over some tea and one of her famous blueberry muffins before walking around the counter again and walking over to Harry and gives hinm a big hug.
I smile at her before turning around a sit at a table and looking at the dogs outside of the window.

I sit there without a thought in my head and just staring at the dogs.

The chair infront of me scrapes against the floor as someone pulls it out, i don't really look up to see who it is before he sits down.

Why is Harry sitting infront of me?

"i'm sorry"

That is the first thing i hear and i'm shocked beacuse no one really says they're sorry exept for my sister, her fiance, Gemma and Anne.
I look at him before i decide to speak up.

"why?"

"i shouldn't have talked to you the way i did"

"i'ts okay"

"no, it's not okay"

He smiles at me and i smile back before looking out the window again, thinking about his smile.

"so what brings you to Homes Chapel?"

I turn to Harry againg and look over his face before speaking up.

"i'm here to let Anne and Gemma listen to my new album, which i finished like two weeks ago"

"you have a new album coming up"

"yes, but no one except my sister, her fiancée, Gemma and Anne knows about it. Well now you know about it to"

"that i do"

"i'm actually going to let Gemma and Anne listen to it when i go back to the house"

"can i also listen to it?"

I look at Harry for a few seconds before agreeing, we talk for about two hours, drinking some tea and eating the blueberry muffins Barbara brought over.

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Love

-M.A