Million Dollar Man [H.E.S]

Falling

Harry's POV

"Harry mate, i'm good, how are you man? it's been such a long time since we last spoke"

"yeah i know"

"you don't sound to good mate, are you okay?"

"no, i fucked up and hurt someone again"

"please don't tell me that you got into a fight again"

"no, i hurt someones feelings again"

"aww sorry mate, what happened?"

"you remember Lana right?"

"yeah?, it's Lana Del Rey we're talking about here right?"

"yeah"

"what happend man?"

And that's how i called one of my old bandmates again after not talking to them since the hiatus, i told Niall everything and he also gave me piece of his mind but in a not so Gemma way.

"it was nice to hear from you again Harry and you need to call the others beacuse we are like your brothers from ocher mothers and you know it"

"i know and i will call the others sometime"

I stood up from the couch and made my way up the stairs still talking to Niall, when i was in the hall upstairs i was shocked to see Gemma and mum practiclly carrying Eliza, as if she knew that i was watching her she turned her head around slowly.

I could hear Niall trying to get ahold of me but couldn't respond still in shock, my mum made her way over to me and i quickly told Niall that i had to go and that i will try to call as soon as i can some other time.

Mum slowly made her way over to me and put her hand lightly on my bicep and guideing me slowly to my room, she told me to get ready for bed and said that she wants to have a little chat before going back to Eliza.

I quickly got ready for bed and sat down beside my mum on the bed.

"why couldn't Eliza walk on her own mum?"

"beacuse her thinking about her parents death and her coping with their death makes her really weak"

"okay?"

"i can't tell you what happend but i can say that she got into the bad kind of coping and not our way of coping"

"what is our way of coping?"

"you know, you write music, Gemma talks about it on her podcast and i help others"

"and what is her way?"

"i can tell you one out of three and that is drinking"

"oh"

"yeah, i have seen her at her worst and this is just 5% of what her way of coping can look like"

"that was just 5% of what her way of coping can look like?"

"yeah"

"holy fuck"

"don't swear with a holy word and you know it young man"

"sorry"

"go to sleep Harry and try to think about what you can do to make this better"

"i will"

"good night my sweet boy"

"good night mum, love you"

"love you too Harry"

After mum was out of my room i laid down in bed and thought about what i can do to make Eliza feel better and try not to fuck this up again.

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-M.A