My Weakness

One Thing

London's P.O.V

Me: Chad

Chad: *pulls gun* WHO IN THE HXLL IS THAT!?

Me: WHERE IN THE HXLL YOU BEEN!!!????

Chad: Ahhh, you finally was looking for me!?

Me: You think this is funny?? You haven't called or text me to show you were alive. & what do you mean I'm finally looking for you.

Chad's been M.I.A for the past TWO DAYS & has not called or text me. He wasn't even at school. I had to use the key under the mat to get into his house. It's bad enough we don't see each other EVER! The LEAST he could do is text me to let me know he's alright.

Chad: Look I'm sorry alright...

Me: You're SOOOO right! You're the SORRIEST thing I've EVER seen.

Chad: WTH YOU SAY!!!???

Me: YOU HEARD ME!!! Matter of fact, you've been acting like a real a*$hole lately. What's up with you?
Chad: Ik like HXLL you didn't just ask me that!

In a way, he's right. Chad asked me to marry him and I didn't say yes, BUT I didn't say no either. He's mad that I said I had to think about it a little more.

*FLASHBACK*

Chad: London Angelina Fuller, will you marry me?

Me: I...I...don't know what to say.

Chad: You could say yes, please!?

Me: Chad, I can't do this right now! I just need....

Chad: YOU JUST NEED WHAT LONDON!!!????? WHO'S THE OTHER N*@GA!!?? *pulls gun* WHERE HE AT!!???

Me: Chad, put that away before my parents come out here & there's NO OTHER GUY!!! You're the only one for me.

Chad: I DON'T WANNA HEAR THAT SHXT LONDON!!!!

Me: Baby, please, I just need some more time to think about this.

Chad: *laughs* You know what? I'll give you ALL THE TIME IN THE M'F*$@IN WORLD! I'm done with this bullshxt!

Me: Chad, BABY PLEASE DON'T DO THIS!!!!

Chad: Do what? London, I got on my knee for you, I put you before any & EVERYTHING!!! & you telling me you need time to think!?

Me: I DON'T WANT US TO RUSH ANYTHING!

Chad: Oh we won't! You ain't even gotta worry about that! I'm done.

That was the last thing he said to me before he drove out of the driveway.
*FLASHBACK OVER*

Me: Chad, the ONLY THING I said was that I needed some more time to think. I don't want us to rush into anything.

Chad: .....

Me: Chad, ik like HXLL you hear me.

He just kept his silent rant afloat, but ik Chad like a book and ik he can't hold his silence for long. I knew just what to do.

Me: So, you not gone talk to me!?

Chad: ....

I pushed him down on the couch and straddled his lap. I began to suck on his neck and take his shirt off at the same time.

Me: So you still silent, daddy?

Chad: Damn baby....

He put his hands on my asx and smacked it hard. I unzipped his jeans and pulled his hard member out. I began stroking it, making him even harder.

Chad: Damn, London! Keep that shxt going.

I did what he said until his phone started singing "Trap Queen" by Fetty Wap. I tried to get up, but he pulled me back down and answered his phone.

Chad: What? ... 'ight I'm omw...

After he got off the phone, we just stared into each other's eyes for what felt like an eternity.

Me: You gotta go.

Chad: Don't mean I want to.

Me: I didn't say it did.

Chad: You gone be here when I get back.

Me: *deep breathe* No, I gotta go. I was supposed to be...

Chad: I wasn't asking; I was telling you.

Me: Baby, you already know what that's about. I can't just not go home.

He took a deep breathe and just stared at me. He picked up his phone and dialed a number.

Chad: Hey, Yea, I ain't gone make it tonight.... Do you think I care?? It's my F*$#IN PRODUCT! I'll give it to him when I'm ready.

& with that he hung up the phone. I, again, tried to get off of his lap &, again, I failed.

Me: You didn't have to do that. If you gotta go then go ahead and go. I don't wanna...

He cut me off with a nasty kiss with a whole lot of tongue. I, instantly, kissed him back with no hesitation. He moved from my lips to my neck and we sucking on the right spots. I couldn't form words because all I could do was moan.

Chad: Bae, I need an answer.

Me: Chad, I....

Chad: You can't what baby? I swear I'll do whatever you want. I'll be whatever you want me to be. I'm willing and able to do that for you. I just need you to teach me to be the man you want me to be, baby!

Me: Babe, you are the man I need and want you to be. I swear it's not that! I'm scared Chad. I'm scared that you will someone or find someone better than me that you would want. I'm scared that one day you'll grow tired of me. I can't stand to see you with anyone else that's not me. I just want you to be sure that I'm not who you want to be with forever.

He lifted me up off of his lap and stood up. He got on the same knee that he did two days ago to ask the same question. I didn't give him a chance to ask because I already knew my answer.

Me: Yes