My Weakness

I know it's not right!!!!!

2 months later....

Chad's P.O.V

It's been two months since the whole situation that happened at my house. Ever since then, me & London been attached at the hip. Everywhere you see me, you see her. London & I aren't together, but we act like we do.

That day I told her I loved her, I meant it. Truth is, I've loved London ever since I first saw her. I knew she had to be mine. Every time I ask her why we not together, all she say is, "I'm not ready for a relationship," but I know exactly why she "not ready". Two words- HER PARENTS!!!!

London's P.O.V

OMG!!! A lot has been going on. Well band camp has started & that's where a lot of my time is spent... Well, when I'm not with Chad! Chad & I have been hanging out everyday for the past two months & truth be told, I love EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM!!! The way he makes me laugh, the way he talks, & his thug persona TURNS ME ON!!!! One time, I heard him on the phone with one of his partners, I guess, & the way he was so demanding made me think that I was in the TLC Waterfalls music video!!!!!!! To answer your question, NO, Chad & I have never had sex, but we have been so close SO MANY TIMES!!!!!!

I think Chad & I are definitely ready to go to the next level, but there's one thing that's holding me- MY PARENTS. As far as I know, my parents still think that Chad & I aren't talking & if they found out we were, they would GO BALLISTIC ON ME & I just don't have time for it.

I'm my way to Chad's house from practice & my feet are KILLING ME!! This is become a daily thing for me for the past month. My parents think I go to Dana's house everyday after school because I don't get back home until later on in the night & a lot of times I don't go home!

YES, I stay the night over Chad's house, (on a regular actually)but we never do ANYTHING besides have INTENSE make-out sessions that last ALL NIGHT!!!!

I swear he must've been waiting for me by the window because I don't even get out of the car good & he's already at the car door. I open the door & he pulls me into a tight hug

Me: Did you miss me?

Chad: Like f**king crazy

As we're going into the house, I can feel him starring at my behind & it made me switch even harder!!

Me: You see something you like???

He didn't answer. All he did was turn me around & immediately started kissing & picking me up by my thighs. He closed the door with his foot & put my back up to it.

Next thing I know, my phone started playing "Beautiful" by Mariah Carey ft. Miguel. I instantly knew it was mom, but Chad didn't care &, to be honest, I didn't  really care, but I knew that if I didn't answer, she'll start looking for me so I had to break the kiss.

Me: Chad that's my mom.

Chad: AND...

Me: Chad...I have to answer the phone.

Chad: Man, hurry up

Me: (Bites lip) you rushing me???

Chad: Stop biting your lip unless you want me to put you back up against that door.

As I answered the phone, my mom's voice came BOOMING through the receiver.

Mom: WHAT TOOK YOU SO LONG YO ANSWER THE PHONE???

Me: I just came from practice, ma. What's up???

Mom: Did you forget that we're having dinner with your father's boss, Mr. Carson, & his family

Me: I forgot about that. I'm on my way right now.

As I said that, I heard Chad smack his lips.

Mom: Ok... I'll see you when you get here.

& with that we hung up. I turn to Chad & he looked like he was about to cry.

Me: Chad I'm really sorry!!!

Then, out of no where, he starts smiling.

Me: What are you smiling for?

Chad: I know a way you can make it up to me.

Me: & how is that??

Chad: Come back & spend the night!!!

Me: If my parents will let me!

Chad: (on his knees) PLEASE...

Me: (laughing) ok ok ok.... I'll be back later on tonight!!!

As I was leaving out of the door, he was right on my tail. He walked me to the car, opened the door, & we began make-out part 2! As we were kissing, all I could think about was how wrong it was, but how it felt so RIGHT!