My Weakness

Promise

L'orel's P.O.V

I was sitting at home, thinking that I haven't seen my man in a couple days. I called his phone a total of 8 times & he didn't answer not one time. What if something happened to him? What if he got shot during a drop? How would be able to live with myself knowing that something happened to my future husband? Before I knew it, I was in my 2008 Ford Taurus heading to his house.

I pulled into the driveway 10 minutes later. His car was in the driveway, so I knew that he was here. I found the keys to his house on my key ring & opened the door. I know what yall are thinking & no, he didn't give me a key. I had one made from the one he keeps in his wallet. He would never give me one so, I took matters into my own hand.

When I opened the door, I walked up the spiral staircase. As I got closer & closer, I heard moaning coming from his bedroom. I couldn't identify the voice, but I already knew what they were doing. "Chad GO FASTER," is what she said. By that time, I was already behind the door. The moans got louder &, soon, turned into screams. I grew furious &, before I knew it, I had bust into the door.

Chad: WTF you doing here L'orel?

That was when I realized it was that London b**ch. She covered up with the comforter & he got up & put his boxers back on. I refused to cry. I would not let them see me weak.

Me: So this is what we do now Bankhead? I wasn't good enough for you?

Chad: OMFG how many times I gotta tell you? WE AIN'T F**KING TOGETHER!!! You were a hit it & quit it.

By then, I didn't care if I was seen as weak. The tears came streaming down my eyes like a river.

London: I think I better go.

Chad: No you're welcome here, she's not. L'orel it's time for you to go.

L'orel: So I'm not welcome here? I was welcome when we were f**king...

Chad: Yea you were && now we ain't f**king, talking, or nothing else that's going through that f**ked up mind of yours. I got what I wanted out of you & now I don't want it anymore. Now I have asked yo a** nicely.

London: CHAD!!!!!

By now the makeup was messed up from the tears that I was crying. I couldn't do anything but leave. I walked out of the house & all I could do was cry. I can't believe he did me like that, especially after all we'd been through. There was one thing that I could do to take this pain away.

London's P.O.V

After all of that, I felt like a HUGE WHORE!!!!! If he did L'orel like that, then would he do me like that?

Chad had went to the bathroom so I started searching for my clothes because I wanted to be gone by the time he got out of the bathroom. I grabbed my panties & bra. I found my dress & my shoes, but I didn't have my phone, which was locked in his closet. I figured I had to do without it. I was almost out the door, but it was too late.

Chad: London where the h**l you going?

Me: I gotta go Chad!

Chad: I DIDN'T ASK YOU WHAT YOU GOTTA DO!! I asked you where were you going??

London: Chad, do you really love me?

Chad: WTF??

Me: YOU HEARD ME!!! DO YOU LOVE ME???

Chad: I have already expressed my feelings to you &, then,  you come with a BULL S*&T QUESTION LIKE THIS!!!!!

Me: I think you need to lower your tone with me...

Chad's eyes were red like fire and I, instantly, regretted asking him that question about his love for me. He was so upset that he turned around & punched a hole in the wall. He, then, left out the room & walked into the room across the hall, slamming the door behind him. I felt so bad. How could I question his feelings for me? I just felt so bad about how he did L'orel till I felt that he was doing me the same exact way. I went into the same room he went into and closed the door behind me. He was sitting in his chair facing the window. I went around and sat in his lap and, surprisingly, he didn't reject me.

Be: I'm sorry Chad!

Chad: You don't get it do you?

Me: Get what baby?

Chad: DON'T PULL THAT "BABY" S*&T ON ME BECAUSE IT AIN'T GONE WORK! London, I love you so much till sometimes I think I love you more than I love my D**N self & for you to question it makes me mad as h**l. You are the only girl that I've ever considered having anything with. I want to marry you...I want you to have all my seeds...You are my life London. You're the only stable thing I have. I look forward to having something with you because you mean just that much to me. I know I ain't perfect, but you make me feel like I'm the best thing on this planet. 

By this time, I wasn't just hearing what he was saying...I was actually listening. The whole time he was talking, he was looking into my eyes & I knew he was serious. I knew it was one thing that I had to do because I don't want him to be the one that got away. He's too good for it.

Me: Yes

Chad: Yes what??

Me: Yes, I want to be with you. I want it all. Idc what anyone, including my parents, think because I want you. ALL OF YOU!!!!!!! I'm yours as long as you promise to be mine.

Chad grabbed my face & kissed me with everything he had. This kiss wasn't just a seductive one... It was a kiss that you could feel in your toes. After about 5 minutes of a non-breakable kiss, he broke it and put his forehead against minds to try & catch his breathe.

Chad: I promise baby.