She Has Wings. | Castiel

Memory Lane.

Chapter Four

I was standing in a bar, and the calendar read 1984, 9 months before I was born in 85. I walked to the bar, ordering a drink, and suddenly Cas was next to me. "You shouldn't be here." He said.

"I do what I want. Besides, I'm only observing." I said and he looked down nodding slowly.

"Where are we?" He asked.

"The Roadhouse. Ellen and Joe's bar, 1984, the last day dad saw mom." I said. "The day I was conceived," I whispered and he looked at me confused.

"Why?"

"I wanna know how," I said.

"They had intimacy-"

"Ew!" I looked at him. "I mean how it leads to that-" I rolled my eyes and he nodded slowly. "Look-" I pointed seeing my father walk in, he looked around and came to the bar a few seats down from us, sitting, he ordered from Ellen and got his beer. He took a drink and then gave a nod, he liked it. I missed my dad, so much. He turned to look and I took a drink from my beer, casually looking down at it, he stared at me, as if he recognized me, I saw something move behind him, outside, I looked at that, and he watched and looked behind him also seeing it, he got up, and I looked at Cas, we both flashed outside and I saw John from inside turn to look at me and see I'm gone, he looked surprised but he turned and walked out.

"Castiel? Who are you loitering with? You mustn't be on earth? You have no orders to be." I heard a voice and I turned seeing- Mary.

"Meredith," Castiel spoke. "This is..." He trailed off. The angel's name was Meredith.

"A Nephilim." She said and she looked at me, then back at him. "You are not Castiel from this time." She said.

"I am not. This Nephilim brought me here. To you." He said. "She is the Nephilim you create today." He said and she looked at me, wide-eyed.

"So I am your creator." She said and smiled.

"It's called a mom but yes," I said and she nodded smiling.

"Why did you come back today?" She asked and I looked down.

"I missed my dad... And I wanted to see him... See you." I said and she smiled.

"Yes, he does end up dying. Saving his children after all." She said and I sighed, she knew. "God told me." She said and I look at her. "I haven't seen him, but he's spoken." She said and I looked down. "It's gods word. I must get going now, to do what was my purpose." She disappeared and I followed with Cas, we were at the motel, I saw her inside, and John looking at her in shock, he grabs her face, gently running his hands against her skin, and I could see him mumble 'Mary' and kisses her, I watched as he turned and moved her to a bed I couldn't see.

"No questions asked? He has sex with her?" I blurted and Cas looks at me confused. "Mom's dead! And he sees her and has sex with her!?" I turned and walked to a bench.

"Y/N, it is not sex." He said and I looked at him, he was not that innocent, he couldn't be. "It is love." He said and I froze.

"How would you know that? Angels don't feel." I said and he looked down.

"Maybe not all, don't." He said and I stared.

"Are you saying you're feeling emotions Cas?" I asked my voice growing soft and he looked away furrowing his eyebrows seemingly thinking.

"Your father makes love to her because he loves her." He said. "That's all." He said and I slowly nodded. "Besides it is not the first time he has had intimacy with someone who resembles your mother." He said and I stared at him.