If you don't literally think that you have a spirit equal to any other human, you also are saying that no one spirit is above yours, focusing beyond that the fact that our bodies all do the same as Jesus' did for him, having the capability to speak to god without an interpreter or a sacrifice, then you truly don't know god, nor will you be able to understand how great god is, and you will never see that our instruction manual for our spirit, to guide our body, through this life, was the real message of enlightenment!
Think of our bodies like a toy needing batteries. Our battery is our soul and our mind is the operating system that ties them together, if you don't have control of both you are simulating in this life. You don't believe that you truly have complete control of your own person entirely and maybe you think people outside of yourself should be able to control you to some degree. That has never been the case, we are everlasting energy. All equal to one another outside of this dimension of our reality and everyone is capable of the highest consciousness and everyone is capable of hell consciousness. Choosing where you'll live your existence at somewhere in between the extremes of both is how you will perceive that your life is for you personally, even if the rest of the world is feasting while you are having a famine, or vise versa.
Only your soul and your own consciousness level can control you personally, and allow you full control of their services. If you can become one with them. To become one with yourself you have to believe that this world extends beyond the things we know for facts and truth, into the dimensions of what we don't understand and we might not know exist in this moment, through science and evolution, and into the esoteric that we still haven't explored after thousands of years, while under the rule some form of religion which vaguely, states the obvious. If we are arguing if we are equal or not equal to anyone else beyond us, then we have already lost. We have to live as though everyone else is an extension of us as a whole.
If someone asks you to reveal your mistakes ask them to reveal their successes, so we can teach the lesson of the plank and the splinter. Don't let anyone make you feel like you're the only one to have ever made a mistake, everyone does, rarely do we admit them for fear of embarrassment and judgement but we'd quickly tell of our neighbors failures that we've witnessed our heard about to feel better about our own failure.
The moment we physically become aware of our mistakes we should point it out before anyone else gets the chance to, so we can admit our illogical thoughts without judgement, but by bringing the enlightenment to the group of your misdoing, try to imply that you're making everyone else from that moment on cautious of making the same insane mistake as you then or the ones you've previously made.If you're trying to change and it isn't working know your boundaries and know no borders, whether it's physical or spiritual but hopefully both, become the better that you see for yourself, from the personal mistakes you've made and then return to them from your change, and maybe it will take that time to explore your soul to seek comfort for the reason to change, to where you and they didn't see or didn't have to admit to the failures of learning who you are becoming nor would you be able to speak of the work and dedication it took for this lesson to become you, or what it took to create it for yourself inside and out, but when you return they know you are confident and in strong belief of this new version of yourself and you'll still see, even though your personally better, they will still hold contempt and resentment because they will be jealous. Don't let their jealousy invoke a reaction so they can say that you haven't changed to prove to others that you aren't as good as "they, the ones judging you," think you are now. Go to the desert. Isolate. Go within. Meditate, pray, and manifest your new you! Then resurrect yourself to show it to the world. Maybe it will remind them of Jesus if you are truthful and honest and faithful with yourself entirely and leave no stone unturned.
We have to go within fully to speak to god and to understand where heaven is. It's always been within each and every vessel so that no one would be denied access. So that another couldn't take away the ability for you to reach it, because honestly that's what some humans want, just that power. To feel superior and to hold another's fate in their hands like we are taught to believe, and think that god really does this upon our death. That's not god, that's man's desire. God says we're all equal, in every religion, in every race, every nationality, every continent, the whole world, not even limiting equality to just the human race, all life on this planet, all religious knowledge and theories should be taken into account from the glory that it is spoken on, not tolerate the human aspects from the men, who interpreted and wrote it thousands of lifetimes ago, before we even know what we now know to be truth, we we still fight logic and keep it at bay and stick with the faith of how we were all taught before us, knowing it was wrong or it would be better after this many years of insanity, known and unknown, we have to consider all, then reinterpret it for ourselves to become better for the collective.