i want it all || B.E smut/ imagines

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soft smuttt :)
y/n pov !

me and billie were watching a movie on the couch when i had a sudden feeling. billie knows i'm a virgin and she doesn't want me to do anything until i'm sure i'm ready. i cuddled closer to her as we watched the movie, she held me closer to her and rubbed my back.

"bil?" i said softly.

"yes baby?" she looks down at me but i quickly break eye contact since i absolutely can't do it.

"i need you" i made sure to whisper since i was nervous. it took her a minute to understand what's i was talking about but she soon got it.

"baby. come on, i think your just tired." she said trying to take me into our room to go to sleep.

"no! please.. i need you billie" i stopped her.

"this is so random love. are you sure your ready?" she answered.

"yes. please billie"

she picked me up and took us to her room. her parents weren't home so we had the house to ourselves all besides her brother finneas.

"im not gonna do anything without your permission. your in control, okay?" she reminded me as she laid me down on her bed.

"yes, i understand."

she got up and went to her closet. she searched through everything and came back with a strap and some lube to make it more comfortable for me.

"baby. i'm gonna start slow for you." she said laying the toys she picked out next to me.

she slowly got on top of me and it turned into a mini makeout session. she asked to take my shirt off and i obviously told her yes. she kept my bra on making me feel more comfortable.

she slowly kissed on my neck and eventually made her way to the waistband of my pants.

"can i take these off love?" she asked reaching her fingers to my pants.

"yes baby. please" i arched my back up a little to hopefully make her speed up.

"be patient baby. i'll make you feel good"

she took my pants off and admired me in my matching set. red and black lace bra along with my matching underwear. she asked to take my underwear off and i eagerly nodded my head yes. she took them off and came back up to my face.

"just relax. i promise this is gonna feel amazing." she kissed me once again and went back down to my pussy.

she spread my legs a little more and slowly licked from my entrance to my clit while making eye contact with me making sure i was okay.

she took her finger and ran it through my slit collecting my wetness. she licked her finger and let out a soft moan at my taste. she rubbed my clit and slowly put in her middle finger.

"you feel ok baby ?" she asked while still making eye contact with me.

"yes. keep going, please" she did exactly that.

she sucked on my clit while pumping her middle finger in and out of me.

"bil- more please" i moaned.

she slowly pushed her ring finger into me. i felt a slight burning sensation but pleasure at the same time.

"you feel good baby?" she asked while still moving her fingers inside me.

"yes.." i said slurring my words a little. she noticed this and began going faster.

"billie! i'm gonna cum" i told her as i put my hand onto hers. she held my hand as she continued to eat me out.

"you can at anytime baby. come on"

with that i came on her fingers with a long moan. she talked me down from my high as she still continued to slowly pump her fingers in and out of me, eventually pulling out when i squirmed away from her.

"you did amazing my love. can i try this on you?" she asked holding up the strap.

"yea. is it gonna hurt?" i asked closing my legs a little from my nervousness.

"it shouldn't hurt too much. i'll be gentle and i'll have lube so hopefully it won't hurt you too much. tell me if you need to stop, okay?" she said running her fingers down my inner thighs.

i nodded taking in a deep breath when i saw her put on the strap. she came up to my face and gave me a kiss then going back down.

"remember what i told you. your in control"

with that she applied the lube on the strap and a little on my pussy which wasn't really needed with how wet i was. she held my hand and aligned the strap with my entrance. she slowly pushed the 8 inch dildo into me.

after a few inches in it started to hurt.

"hold on bil. it kinda hurts" i said using my free hand to push her on her stomach.

"it's ok baby. tell me when you want me to continue"

when i gave her the ok she continued until the whole dildo was inside me. i let out a low moan. i still felt a little pain but it would go away soon. she stayed like that letting me adjust to the size.

"can i move?" she asked making sure i was ok.

i said yes and she moved in and out slowly. she used her other hand to rub my clit and i let out a loud moan.

"there you go baby. feel better now?" she asked.

"yes ! harder please." i asked needing more.

she did as i asked and i felt the feeling that everyone talked about. the feeling of euphoria, the immense amount of pleasure made made me feel a knot in my stomach.

"billie, i have to cum" i warned.

"go ahead baby. you deserve it. you've been so good for me tonight." those words couldve made me cum alone.

seconds later i came on the strap. when i came down from my high billie pulled out that strap and lapped up my juices. she cuddled onto my side. we were both naked and just admired each other's beauty.

"you did amazing baby. thank you so much" i thanked her.

"you did better" she said.

"i love you" i said cuddling closer to her.

"i love you more" she kissed my forehead and we both immediately fell asleep.

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