Hidden Desires

New Town, New Crushes.

*Dude, tell me ALL about your first day!*

Says your best friend, Nikki, over the phone almost over 2,000 miles away. You go on to tell her about how the move to Oregon went, about how your room is too big, & how you only spoke to three people at school today& one guy showed you around.

*So....was he cute?!* your friend asks eagerly over the phone.

"Well.....he wasn't bad looking....I mean he's got these dreamy eyes& really cute noticeable dimples. He showed me to all my classes...mostly 'cuz he's got all the same classes." You reply honestly.

"Hmm....sounds to me like someone has a crush!" You can hear Nikki freaking out. Shes always been a hopeless romantic.

"Of course not! .....I'm just saying, he's not bad looking. Besides I hardly know the guy. I mean he did say that he lives with his mom& they own the bates motel two blocks down, & his name is Norman Bates, but thats all I know." You tell her, secretly wishing you knew more about him.

"Well if he has all the same classes as you, then it shouldn't be that difficult to get to know him a bit more, right? I mean you never know, maybe if you shower more often & ACTUALLY brush your teeth, he might like you back." You hear Nikki go into a fit of laughter. You can't help but laugh at your friends joke.

"Awww, do I have to use soap too?" You continue her joke.

"Of course & don't use that one drop shiz either use enough to actually clean haha" shes laughing too much at your lame inside joke. Man you were going to miss her. Then you continue to tell her that you have to unpack some more & then go to bed early for school tomorrow.

You say your goodbyes & decide to put posters up, its not a priority but it will make it feel more like home. You blast your music & dance around a bit. In your own zone.

As you break into mid solo you notice something in your window. You stop quickly& watch the shadow disappear in a second. You slowly walk to your window to find nothing...what possibly could it be, your room is on the second floor! You open the window& try to find an answer....nothing. you start to freak out a bit. Instead of acting out& running to your mom like you usually would, you take a breath. For godss sakes, your 17! Grow up, your a few weeks away from turning 18, you decide to think like an adult & lock the window&put the curtains up.

Since your kind of freaked out, you decide to go to sleep. You drift off to sleep the moment you hit the pillow.

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"Hey beautiful" Noman says as he walks over to you, revealing his deep dimples.
"Hey" you say back.
"So what did you think about my proposal?" He asks casually.
"About what?" You asked confused.
He starts to walk around you, his hand sliding up your arm as he does. The contact making you paralyzed. He stops right behind you. His breathing starts to speed up a bit. He starts kissing the back part of your neck slowly moving up to your jaw line. This brings goosebumps to all your visible skin.
Finally he stops, thats when you notice you had been holding your breath the whole time.
He finally speaks, "About being mine."
Your speechless. Then you hear him pick something up. You start to look back to see what it is when you feel it against your arm. Cold & sharp. He starts to raise it, lightly scratching your arm as it moves it towards your neck. Then you see it, a sharp kitchen knife.
You freeze not knowing what to do.
"Of course I will be Norman, I'll be yours." You try to not freak out.
You hear him laugh lightly, "Good." He turns you around to face him &he puts the knife right to your neck.
"Why are you doing this?" You ask holding back tears.

He stares into your eyes, silently. His stare is to deep, so sexy & scary at the same time, almost like he looks into your soul.

"This won't hurt a bit", he says as you feel the knife enter your skin painfully.
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Omg! You sit up the same instant you wake up& feel your side for any blood. When you don't see any, you look over at the clock. *5:33am*

*Great! The first dream you have of your new crush in a new town & you dream that he kills you!* you lecture yourself for a bit before deciding to take a long shower & dry& straighten your hair. You put on makeup, very natural look. Not a lot, just enough to make you look like a girl, you say to yourself. When you are finally finished, you check the time to see its 6:47am. You get your stuff for school & head to the bus stop. After a few minutes, the bus arrives& you anxiously wait to arrive to school & see those eyes that mesmerize & now scare you.