𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓! 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.
Trapped. She was trapped for 5 years. At the age of partying and living her life to the fullest, she was trapped. Living a vain life. A life that was full of pain and te...
The second these three words left my mouth, the bowl from Kiara's hand fell down and shattered into pieces "What?" she gasped with wide eyes.
Admitting what happened to me aloud makes it surreal. And I know that this time when I am admitting to someone I wouldn't be turned down. I know she will trust me.
Few minutes have ticked by since I spoke the truth about what happened, Kiara just opens her lips to speak but shuts up, again and again, she opens her lips to speak but no words come out of her.
Just as I was about to speak again Niall came rushing in "What happened? What was the noise?"
I was quick to dismiss him saying that the bowl slipped from her hand, he mumbled out okay, just be careful and took some chips from the packet that was there on the counter went back to the living room. In this all, Kiara was still standing still with eyes wide open and looking at me.
It feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders to tell Kiara what happened to me. Even though this is a partial truth and partially lie. Me being raped is the truth and me being in a relationship with him was a lie. I mean I was in a relationship with him, a relationship I was deceived to be in. I won't tell Kiara that. She doesn't need to know. Nobody needs to know how much of a gullible I was.
"Ki? Say something"
It was like someone smacked her across her face and she came back to her senses "What? Oh my god, Al, W-why didn't you tell me this before" she came rushing towards me and taking me in her arms hugging me so tight that I am definitely sure if she keeps hugging me like this I am going die from lack of breath and go limb in her arms.
What a way to die, right?
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But thank god, she just lets my body go on time "Are you ok? Oh my god, what kind of question is that! I am s-" I stop her midway by showing her the stop sign with my hands. She has an expression on her face that I hated.
Pity.
I don't want her pity. I don't want anyone to pity me.
Matthew looked at me in the same way. Asher looked at me in this way. I hate this look.
"Don't look at me like that"
"Like what?"
"With pity. I don't want your pity" If she knew everything about me about what actually happened, how much of a gullible and coward I was, I am 100% sure she will be disgusted by me. Anyone would be. I am disgusted by myself.
"I am not looking at you with pity Al, I-I... how did I not know this? Fuck I am your best friend and I didn't know this. I am such a bad friend"
"Hey, don't worry, nobody knows about this, " that's another lie "You are not a bad friend!"
