𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐗𝐔𝐀𝐋 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓! 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐂𝐀𝐔𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.
Trapped. She was trapped for 5 years. At the age of partying and living her life to the fullest, she was trapped. Living a vain life. A life that was full of pain and te...
Please note: This chapter contains a discussion of suicide, depression, self-harming that may as a trigger. Please read at your own discretion.
Alana's POV.
*2 Years Ago*
I can't do this anymore.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't do this anymore.
I can't do this.
I can't.
Asher is gone.
And it's my fault.
It's been five months since the accident. And I can't get the view of Asher getting hit by Dominic's car.
"Why did you go? Why did you go? Please come back, please, please come back," I whispered, tears freely rolling down my cheeks.
I was sitting on the bathroom floor for the past hour trying to hide from my feelings, from the dark thought that keeps running through my head, trying to feel something, anything at all.
"Please come back to me...My life is a mess without you...You promised to never let me go, you fucking promised," I spoke to no one in particular, looking up at the ceiling as if he could hear me somehow and just come back to me "I know I make you mad all the time. But I promise I will never make you mad again if you come back, Ash...Please come back... I am having dark thoughts...thoughts that I never thought I would have and it's hurt. Everything hurts, ...so much, and you promised me to make it stop, to make everything go away...Just make it stop...please make it stop. Its hurts," I cried out, not bothering to wipe the tears.
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Dominic has turned into a monster since he found me that day I was running away with Asher. He warned me about it. Warning after warning and I ignored it every time.
He said I had to learn my lesson. He said he had to do what he did because of me. Because I never listen. And he promised me if I did something like this again, he will make sure somebody else disappears from my life just like Asher did.
Since then everything is chaos.
Endless tortures night, crying, starving, put back in dungeon for no apparent reason.
This has to end.
And the only way to end this and make sure nobody else is hurt is by ending myself.
It's not like there are a lot of people who will cry for me.
