On Her Mind

Breakdown

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"What?"

"You heard me y/n please I just need to think" she walked back over

"No I'm not just leaving. You think this is any better for me. I'm a surgeon for Christ Sake" you started to get worked up yourself

"I-" she started

"You know what maybe I will leave"

"Wait... y/n I'm sorry I wasn't thinking" she stopped you grabbing your arm when you went for the Door

"Maybe put down these" you tapped the glass of alcohol in her hands and she took it like a shot

"Not what I meant" you headed for the door again jerking your arm away from her grasp

"No you not leaving" she grabbed your purse from your hand And ran in front of the door blocking you

This was obviously something more than what she was leading on.

You approached her putting pudding down on the floor and the small kitten wandered off

"No please..don't go" she started to break down in tears

All you could think of was to wrap your arms around her. Just hold her.

"Shh I'm not leaving" you cooed into her ear.

"Don't go" she coded into your shoulder

"I'm not going to leave you Mary-Kate" you reassured

"Come on. Sit back down" you lead her to the couch and she cried into for around 15 minutes

"You ok?" You asked when she settled down.

She didn't say anything but she got up off of you and scooted further on the couch

"I'm sorry" she wiped the running mascara off her cheeks

"It's alright" you put a kind friendly hand on her knee

"No no it's not" she made her way back to the mini bar

Stop drinking

You wanted to say to her. Shout at her. Order her to stop. She's only making things worse

You found yourself questioning wither or not you should stay any longer. Not just at her apartment but in this relationship what ever it may be.

You weren't looking for something serious and this was moving very fast. Too fast for you.

All you wanted was a fling and Mary-Kate happened to walk into your life. A little friends with benefits situation. But of course.. you had to fall for her and she had to have some fucked up backstory

"Come on baby, come sit back down"

"I'm okay now y/n I promise" she poured what had to have been her 4th glass of liquor in the past 40 minutes. Hard liquor too something you would never think a small 5'2 woman would be able to handle

"No you're not you worrying me" you said gently trying to be a soft as possible. The last thing you wanted was her to explode on your again.

"You just don't understand" she sat back down bringing a whole bottle of wine. She insisted you had a glass and you did "1 glass"

"Than help me understand. Talk and I'll listen. I don't even have to say anything if you don't want me too...I just want to be able to help you. How can I help you if I don't understand"

She nodded listening to your words for the first time in the past hour.

"Ok" she nodded taking a swig of wine. Straight from the bottle

She talked. She talk for a long time. She cried too. You didn't know what to do.

Three hours and two bottles of wine later she was completely shit faced crying over an old boyfriend that apparently broke her heart.

"Ah baby...where you off to" you asked when she got up to leave again.

You were babysitting at this point. If there was a chance you would be home before tonight before it's definitely gone now.

"I'm thirsty" you followed Softly behind her as she 'stumbled' into the kitchen.

She pulls out tequila

God damn. Where is she pulling all of this alcohol out of? Her ass?

"I'm sorry honey but this is not water"

"I didn't say I need water I said I was thirsty" You caught her when she started to stumble toward the floor.

You put the bottle back where it belonged

"Alcohol is going to make you more dehydrated than you already are. Alcohol also reduces how much vasopressin your body makes. Vasopressin is an antidiuretic hormone. It causes the body to hold onto water, which typically limits how much urine your kidneys make. The action of suppressing this hormone exacerbates the diuretic effect and leads to dehydration." You told her accidentally tapping into Dr mode

"Awe your so smart" she threw her arms around you looking at you with nothing but love and admiration

"And you are sooo drunk" you helped her back over to the couch.

You got her water and made her a snack as she demanded before turning in a movie

She cuddled into your chest and within 5 minutes and was out cold.

"Great" you sighed and called pudding over because you were bored.

She came to lay on your stomach curing into Mary Kate's side.

Awe. My girls

As pudding got comfortable she began to knead into Mary-Kates arm

"Ah ah. I just got her down" you talked about the older woman as if she was a small toddler.

She stirred at the noise but settled when you planted a kiss to her head.

How to you get yourself out of this mess?

Her phone

You reached in her back picked taking out the phone. Mary-Kate let out a low moan shifting slightly on your lap (A/n 📸. Don't be nasty)

"Perfect" you chuckled to see that the phone opened perfectly for you seeing as there was no password

"You know for someone so concerned about privacy you think she'd at least have a password on her phone" you said talking to yourself and the small black kitten who was now driving off to sleep on Mary-Kate.

"Her sisters. God she would hate me for that...but I don't really think I have much of a choice."

You took a deep breath before holding the now finger phone to your ear.

"Hi is this Ashley?" You asked when someone picked up

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A/n and there she is...

I hope you all are enjoying the story so far.

By the time you're reading this I had a root canal yesterday. 😌.

Manifest my sanity please.