Are you falling in love?

Introduction

                               Rues pov:
Star wasn't a normal kid, her dad sold and her mom well her mom used. Through her life all she knew was drugs. Her first time doing drugs was her dads weed when she was 12.Then she went to her moms coke at 13  and when she was 15 she got her hands on some of her dads pills he was selling. She was her dads world and he needed to keep his world safe no matter what. He was always strict on her about drugs and drinking unlike her mom. When she was 13 her parents split her mom took off and her dad well her dad did what he wanted and what he wanted was to pretend her mom didn't exist. Of course they didn't talk about it so star overthought it and she thought it was her fault. So her life took a turn she began smoking and self harming. Until her dad found out he got in contact with her mom and now her and her mom have a relationship. Star loves her mom but she always loved her dad more and her mom knew it and hated it.  Her mom  was kind of a odd parent. She treated her as if She was her  bsf not her daughter. They always had a difficult relationship you could say. Her mom had an addictive personality. Stars whole life and well most of her moms  life too she was addicted. She never Admitted to being a alcoholic or a drug addict. Her excuse was we all had our drugs of choice. Which was true for star she started letting her smoke at 13 it would help clear her head . Her  mom's drug of choice was alcohol, coke. She had her fun and in other words And star had hers. Now stars main things is weed and xans but honestly what ever the fuck  she could get her hands on she'd do it

                                   Star's pov:
The first day of school was hard I never was a school person I'd say. I woke up running late of course . My mom was yelling at me to hurry up as I tried to do my makeup. I settled on doing just lashes since I was already 2 hours late. I threw on what was a clean a  black shirt and my favourite black sweater. I loved very few things drugs, lashes and shoes. I decided on wearing my new 4s as my shoes. I ran out the door to school. As I walked into the front office I seen someone. The first thing I saw about him was his shoes the fire red 4s I liked them. I took that as a mental note he had style. I looked him up and down and studied him quickly. I tend to over observe others and be kind of overly judgmental. He was talking to the school's principal about his missing absences when he was interrupted by the principal introducing himself to me. I introduced myself to him and the boy.

"Hi, my names star I'm the new student."

"Hello I'm the principal welcome to our school we're glad to have you. Ashtray would you be able to walk her around the school?"

"Umm yeah ig."
He said annoyed.

We walked around he showed me my schedule. We had most of our classes together, finally he was done and I went to my first class. I asked to go the bathroom if I was being honest I had gotten a new wax pen and wanted to wander around and get high. As I walked into the bathroom I seen this girl she looked kind of dirty but not in a unclean way but a messy way. I said hi and offered her a hit of my pen. She accepted and introduced herself

" hi I'm star  want to hit this?"
"Heyy I'm rue  yes I need this."

We talked for a little and I forgot I needed to return to class. I said goodbye and as I walked out I was feeling good. I was soon so high I could barely even walk. I'm dumb I know I tend to tell myself I can do more drugs then I actually can. As I was walking or I should say stumbling back to class I ran into ashtray.

"Geez you look like shit." He said
"Thanks" I said while flipping him off
" No fr you ok?" He asked looking concerned
"Yes I'm fine." I said
" ok whatever." He said walking off

He seemed kind of like an asshole but he was fine I can't even lie. The rest of the day was a blur. It ended with me and my mom getting in a fight and her saying not to come home tonight. Of course I wasn't gonna go home. I ran into rue and she invited me to hangout with her. She told me about how she just got back from rehab and how we could go chill at her dealers house. Of course I agreed. As we walked to his house we talked and smoked. When we got there a guy introduced himself.

"Yo I'm fez and this is my little brother ash." He said
As I looked around the room his brother looked familiar.
" you showed me my classes today right?"
I questioned looking confused.
" yeah."
He said. He didn't talk much I noticed.
" So ashtray you got anything?"
Rue asked him and he nodded. We followed him behind his weird ass freezer room idk.
" what do you want?"
He asked rue. They talked about what he had. Ngl i was still high me and rue smoked hella on the way. I was zoning out until I heard him say.
" yo you do you want anything?"
He asked me I overly happy for drugs responded.
" YES do you have weed and xans?"
" yeah."
He handed me a bag of 3 bars and about a oz of weed.
" it's on me."
"You sure?"
" yeah now gtfo"
He was bipolar I swear in school he seemed like an asshole. Now he gave me free drugs but then  told me to gtfo. HUH
Ok so this is my notes lol idk what to do for part2 I have alot of ideas for the part 3 and 4 but not 2 😭😭💔💔🥲🥲