As you know today was my 16th birthday and I knew ash had something planned.
"Wake up!" Ash said waking me up "What" I yelled annoyed he messed up my sleep schedule "Hey i Um have something planned for your birthday." He said in a quiet tone " What really!" I almost immediately woke up "Yeah you might want to hurry and get ready."
I almost jumped out of bed I was so happy! About 20 minutes later
"Hurry up star!" Ashtray said rushing me "Fine I'm almost done give me like 30!" I yelled from the shower " ok whatever." He said annoyed I hurried up in the shower, dried and curled my hair and I did my skincare. Then I went to do my makeup. Makeup :
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"STAR" Ashtray yelled "WHAT!!!!" I yelled back "Hurry fr!"He yelled
At this point I could feel his impatient ness. For my morning birthday outfit which yes Maddy picked out each and every one also yes ofc their is more then one. My morning outfit was a black lace bralet and a mini skirt and I borrowed Mandy's black heels. I walked out to see fez,Faye and ash all sitting laughing at me.
"Wtf are you guys laughing for?" I asked giving them the dirtiest look. " my plan was the sunrise at the beach." He said still laughing. "Oh." I said walking back to change. I decided on changing the skirt and wearing jeans and ofc my black and white 1s. " im ready!" I said running to the car. Little did I know it was 4am and pitch black out. Ashtray followed me out and when we got in the car I was confused asf like idk what were doing. " where tf are we going at 4am?" I asked ashtray mad I could've slept in. " Sunrise remember" " oh I'm gonna take a nap." I said and I turned and feel asleep. He woke me up about an hour later. " Ma wake up we're here." He said gently rubbing me awake. I full of excitement ran out the car on the sand. "SHIT!!" I yelled " Wait what happened are you ok?" He asked looking concerned "Yeah I just forgot to take my shoes off."
We both took our shoes off and he grabbed a beach blanket for us to lay on. " I brought my friend." " huh?" " molly" "You brought your friend molly?" " No dumbass." He shook his head a pulled out a bag with two pills in it. " Sorry I'm kinda slow when I wake up" I said laughing "Oh I know." Ashtray said laughing at me He put the pill on my tongue and we both took one. For him being a drug dealer you would think he's some drugs but no he didn't even smoke weed before me. Sometimes I think I'm a bad influence but if I'm being honest he was gonna do drugs with or without me. We mainly watched the ocean as he told me all about sharks. He layyed down on my lap as I played with his hair even tho he had just gotten a haircut. The day before me and him went to get my nails done for my birthday. He made me get his initials. Which just confused me even more he loved her so why would he do all this for me. But now wasn't the time to be sad about his gf. For fucks sake it was my birthday after all. After his rant about sharks and me overthink and honestly just admiring him. " I wanna be as beautiful as the ocean because the oceans strong as fuck and feminine as fuck and they both are what makes the ocean." " and sometimes I even pray to the ocean." I said randomly as we looked at the water. " I want the ocean and the waves to just take me away." He said looking at me
It was quiet for a little bit after that I just thought about how he could he be so open to me right now yet pick her over me.
"Star" He said grabbing my face softly " your the ocean and the waves." He said
If I'm being honest I took me a second to understand but I realised what he ment.
" ash you have a whole girl." I said looking disappointed " but I love you." He said holding my face Next thing I knew he kissed me for some reason I didn't pull away and let us have our moment.
