Same Mistakes

Chapter 10

Bella's P.O.V.

After Harry and I kissed we just say there staring into each others eyes until the front door opened and the boys got home. Harry snaps out of the trance and stands up.

"I'm just going to go get Zayn." He mumbles and leaves.

I sigh and lie down on my bed. I probably just fucked things up, like I usually do.

"What was that deep sigh for?" Zayn asks while walking into my room which makes me jump.

"Oh umm..it's nothing." I tell him quickly even though I know he won't believe me.

He comes over and sits next to me on my bed and looks at me. He knows I'm lying.

"Okay. Now tell me the truth. What's the matter?" He asks, his face filling with concern.

"Promise you won't get mad?" I ask and he nods.

"Promise."

"Harry and I kissed." I whisper and look down, blushing.

"What's wrong with that?" Zayn asks sounding confused.

"I think I'm falling or him. Hard. I think I fucked things up with him because I always do. I've never had a good relationship. Most guys just want sex." I mumble and Zayn sighs.

He wraps his arm around me and pulls me into his chest.

"Harry's not like that. He might seem like it but he's not. He doesn't just want sex. He wants an actual girlfriend who he can love and make happy. Ever since you got here this summer, he's seemed a lot happier actually. When you were missing he was freaking out. We all were, but especially him." Zayn tells me.

I look up at him in surprise.

"Really?" I ask quietly.

"Yeah he was. Just take things slow with him. I won't let him hurt you. I promise you. I won't." Zayn tells me and kisses the top of my head.

I nod slowly and bury my head into his chest further.

"The boys want to talk to you." Zayn says quietly.

I look up at him curiously.

"Umm okay?" I say more like a question.

"Boys come on in!" Zayn shouts.

I hear footsteps run to my door as four heads appear. They slowly walk in my room and stand in front of my bed. Harry on the other hand sits on the other side of me and puts his arm around my shoulders. I smile at him and look at Louis, Liam, and Niall while raising an eyebrow.

"We know all of this has been really hard on you and we know that you don't think we're going to hurt, because we're not. We would never." Liam begins.

"We just wanted to tell you that we understand why you haven't really talked to us or been around us lately." Louis says.

"We don't want you to feel bad about it though. It's not your fault. We completely understand why you're doing it. Take as long as you want to be around us. But remember we all love you Belles." Niall concludes.

Instead of saying anything I stand up, walk over to Liam and wrap my arms around him. At first he was surprised but then he hugged me back. I flinched a little but let him do it. Then I hugged Louis and Niall too.

"Thank you guys for understanding. I'm sorry I haven't been myself but I promise I'll get better." I tell them as I lie back down in my bed.

All of a sudden I get a really bad pain in my stomach, where I was stabbed. My arms fly to my stomach and hold it.

"Belles what's wrong?" Harry asks, concern dripping from his voice.

"Stomach. Hurts. Get my medicine." I say between deep breaths.

The doctors told me this would happen. They said I would randomly get bad pains in my stomach once the morphine wore off so they gave me some strong painkillers.

Zayn gets off my bed and runs into the bathroom. He returns with my pills and a glass of water. He hands them to me and I quickly take two.

"Try to get some sleep babe, okay?" Zayn says to me and I nod.

The boys begin to leave and Harry starts to get off my bed but I stop him.

"No. Harry. Stay." I say.

He nods and gets into bed next to me. I turn towards him and snuggle into his chest and close my eyes. Harry tangles our legs together and plays with my hair. I'm about to drift off to sleep when I hear,

"I'm falling for you hard. I think I'm in love with you." Harry whispers and I fall asleep.

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