Same Mistakes

Chapter 4

Bella's P.O.V.

I woke up in bed next to somebody. My head is pounding and I don't remember anything from last night.

I turn over to see who's lying next to me and I see a head of brown curls.

"Harry?!" I say a little to loudly and woke him up.

"What? Huh?" He says.

"Harry what happened last night?" I asked even though I already know the answer when I don't even remember last night.

"Well I think we got pretty drunk at the club then we came home and uh...had sex..."

"Well fuck. Zayn is going to murder us both." I say and right on que the door flies open and Zayn walks in with the rest of the boys following.

"What the fuck is going on?!" He screams at both of us.

"Well...ha...umm...you see it's kinda a funny story..." I say awkwardly.

"Oh really? Now is it? Then enlighten me with it." He says.

"Harry why don't you tell them this very funny story." I say.

He gives me a death glare but starts talking anyways.

"Last night at the club Bella and I here had a few too many drinks and were hammered. We both got kinda umm horny...and we came back here and uhhh had sex...?" He said but made it more like a question.

"Wasn't that such a funny story?" I say trying to break the awkward silence.

I know how Zayn gets when he's mad. He'll do or say anything and not mean it and regret it after but by then it's too late.

"Everybody out of the room. Now!" Zayn shouts.

The boys leave and Harry quickly puts some boxers on and runs out of the room. I start to get up too but Zayn stops me.

"Your not going anywhere." He says and I sit back down.

"Did he hurt you? Did he force you to do anything?" He demands.

"Zayn what are you talking about? Harry didn't hurt me at all! He didn't force me to do anything! We were both drunk out of our minds! We didn't know what we were doing." I shout back. This is not going to end well.

"Oh so now he's just another guy that you can add to your list that you've fucked? Your such a dirty filthy whore! There isn't one guy in this town that you haven't slept with!" He screamed back right in my face.

That hurt. Now I have tears running down my face and I can't stop them. I quickly throw undergarments on and a t-shirt and a pair of baggy sweatpants that are probably Harry's.

"Bella wait I didn't mean that. You know how I get when I'm mad. Please Bella I'm sorry." He pleads.

"No it's fine. I know you meant it because it's all true." I say and storm out of the room but before I grab my phone.

I go flying out of Harry's flat past all the boys letting the door slam behind me.

By now I don't even care that I'm crying. I have no idea where I'm going since I've never been to London. I just walk out of the apartment building and walk along the sidewalk.

What Zayn said is true. I am a whore. I've slept with a couple of guys at our high school. Yeah he said every guy in that town which is very over exaggerated but still. I haven't been a virgin since I was 16 and sometimes I regret it. But what's done is done.

I'm not looking where I'm going and I bump into someone by accident.

"Oh sorry I wasn't looking where I was going sorry." I said quickly and look up to be met with a pair of piercing brown eyes.

"It's fine I wasn't paying attention. Hey are you ok?" The boy says.

It takes me a few moments to realize he responded because I was so lost in his eyes.

"What? Oh um yeah I'm fine." I forgot I was crying.

"Are you sure? It looks like you were crying. Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks.

I'm not sure if it was his eyes that made me say I'd talk to him or the alcohol still hadn't worn off all the way from last night but I agreed to talk to him and he led me to a little coffee shop named Last Drop.

"Can I get you anything?" He asks. I shake my head and we got sit down.

"Now do you want to tell me what's wrong and why you were crying?"

And again I don't know why but tell him everything. I tell him that Zayn is my best friend and what happened last night with Harry and what Zayn said to me this morning and he sits there and listened. I don't even know this guys name.

"Oh and by the way I'm Isabella but you can call me Bella." I add at the end.

"I'm Connor. I think that what Zayn said isn't true at all, he's just being protective. He's practically your brother and he doesn't want you to get hurt. He's taking care if you. I think you should go back to him and hear him out. He'll cool down you just need to know when to back down when he's mad." Connor says.

"Ya no what Connor your right. Thank you for listening to my crap you really didn't have to."

"It was no problem. Here put your number in my phone and tell me how things go." He says while handing me his phone.

I put my number in and tell him to text me so I have his number. I thank him one more time and get up and leave.

I think about everything he said on the walk back to the flats. He's right. I should know by now that when Zayn gets mad I need to back down. Yes it was wrong what he said but I should know better by now.

I've reached the flats and I go to Zayn's flat because when he's mad or upset he likes to be a lone.

I knock on the door and wait. Almost immediately it opens and Zayn appears.

"Bella? Oh my god Bella! Your back! I was so worried. I didn't know where you went because you don't know London at all." He rushes out.

"Woo Zayn calm down I'm fine. Why don't we go in and talk." I suggest and he let's me in and leads me to the couch.

"Listen Bells I'm so sorry for what I said. I really didn't mean it at all. You know how I get when I'm mad. I say things I don't mean. I know you were drunk and didn't know what you were doing. Bells I'm so so sorry." He says in almost one breath.

"Zayn it's ok. I do know how you get when your mad I should have backed down. Just calm down. Let's forget what you said ok?" I say.

He nods his head and grabs me into a big, tight hug.

"Aww! They made up!" Louis said from somewhere.

*Click*

The sound of a camera goes off and I turn around to find the rest of the boys standing there and Louis smiling at his phone.

"Well I don't know about you guys but I still have a massive headache so I'm going to take a nap." I say and get up off the couch.

I kiss all of them on the cheek and go into my room and collapse on my bed. Before I take a nap I take some medicine but sleep soon falls over me.

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A/N: Heyy lovelies! I know this chapter kinda sucked a lot. It was just a filler but also important. Connor is going to be an important character in the story. I imagine Connor as Tom Daley so picture that!

Go check out my other fanfic You're My Kryptonite it's a Harry Styles fanfic.

Anyways fan/comment/vote!!!!!

-Emily xx <3 =)