Book of wonders (Spencer Reid x fem reader)

I dont wanna hear it 💔

Summary: Y/n finds out her boyfriend has been cheating on her for months, when she try's to leave he bags her to stay...

Warnings: angst/cheating
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January 16, 2013

"Y/n please! It was a mistake, please I'll never do it again!" Spencer pleaded. I just kept grabbing my stuff from our dresser.

I just figured out he'd been cheating on me with some girl at a bar I think. But I know he's cheating. I caught him on the phone with her. He was telling her he can't wait for their date and how much he loves her, blah blah blah.

He told me the same thing.

We met almost two years ago, we met at a bookstore. I was trying to buy a book and it was the last one on the shelf. Spencer wanted to that copy to but we literally fought to get the book. He offered me a deal, he'll give me the copy of I go out with him for coffee. I agreed, it was one of the best coffee dates I've ever had.

But it's all a waste now.

I kept running around as Spencer followed me, grabbing the stuff I put down back where I got it from.

"Y/n hear me out, i didn't mean any word I said to her, you have to believe me!" Spencer yelled. I was getting fed up with his attitude.

"No, Spencer, I'm not gonna stay with you, you're a cheater! You hurt me, a lot. Cause you don't love me, you never did! And you don't deserve me!" I screamed back. Tears started to fall from my eyes.

"I do love you, I made a mistake!" He sobbed. He'd been crying all night since I figured out what he's been doing.

"Liar! Mistake or not, you don't deserve me!" I sobbed back. I really do love him but he's just like any other guy you date these days. Cheaters.

"Please... I-I need you. I love you, I don't want to let you go yet, please baby I love you, I-I'm lost with out you." He said softly while still crying.

My heart is hurting.

"Spencer, you, you really hurt me, and I don't know if you gonna hurt me again so I don't want to-to stay. Your gonna hurt me again." I said. He let out a loud cry as I grabbed the rest of my things and shoved it in my bag.

He walked over to me, grabbed my wrist and my bag, then walked to the bedroom with me getting dragged along with him.

"Spencer, let me go! I'm leaving!" I cried. His grip was to tight, it hurt.

"No! Please stay, I don't want you to leave me! Please!" He replied as he pushed me onto the bed. And... hugged me?

"Please, please, please please stay! I love you!" He sobbed into my shirt. Tears fell from my eyes harder. I can't stay.

"I can't Spence. I don't believe you not gonna hurt me again." I said softly. He squeezed me tighter. More tears fell from our eyes as we know this would be the last time we see each other.

He pulled his face up and looked at me. All I saw was the man I really loved, gone. Tears were still falling from his eyes as I gave a small smile.

"It's for the best." I said, I got up and grabbed my bag. Spencer sat on the bed as he regrets everything.

I turned one last time to see my ex boyfriend sitting there, watching me go. I gave a sad smile as I headed out the door.

I heard quiet sobs as I turned and shut the door, locking it. I walked towards my car and got in. I decided to head to my parents house.

Tears were still falling as I thought about the last two years, wasted on Spencer's 'mistake'.