Fanatic Ghost

The Reflection: Jimin

Another day, another tiring day. I sighed and leaned relaxed in my chair to relieve the sore on my shoulder. Then Jungkook recalls to my mind.

"I hate you!"

Those events remind me of the memory of Junghyung...

"JungHyung, I bought caramel macchiato. You are my favorite." I excitedly stated, handed him the coffee but his focus wasn't on me. I follow the track of his sight.

He's looking to be one of the smart and kind-hearted Kim Seokjin. I low my head, blinking a few times to prevent my tears from falling to my cheek.

Please notice me... I was so desperate for your love. Whatever I do, you'll never see me.

"Jimin, I read Seokjin's mind, and he had another joke and it's not funny." He giggles while waiting for Seokjin to talk. He knows everything about Seokjin by reading his mind.

If Jungkook has ability can talk to animals, JungHyung ability can read minds, he can read all people especially when he focus on a certain person, however, he cannot read my mind.

"Do you think Seokjin loves flowers or chocolate, what do you think?" Jung Hyung energetically asked, I could see a sparkle in his eyes.

"You should be asked him," I suggested a red like tomato face marks on his face.

"I-I cannot, I'm scared that he will reject me," I sighed and sip the coffee. "My parent will be disappointed with me when Seokjin and I got in a relationship. I wish; I can marry whoever I want."

"You can marry me and then after that, you can marry Seokjin at least they will never suspect when the two of us are a couple." I forcefully smile at the idea, I felt down when a smile and pinch my face.

"You're so witty Jiminie, I wish I can read your mind so, I can recommended your ideal guy." I gulped silent smiling on my cheek while he pressed more between palms. JungHyung happiness is my life but why is it becomes suffering for me.

When we are in class. I silently read my books when I heard some of our classmates talking about Seokjin.

"Look, Seokjin he flirts now to Jungkook."

"I really hate him, he's only popular because he is just smart-ass but he is also a slut. Flirting to the Jeon brothers, what a shame..."

"Yeah, a gold digger."

They all giggle and the way they look at my position. I can feel a heavy aura on them.

"Poor Jimin, he just a stupid blind love,"

"You can blame him an angle and a great man for JungHyung."

I close my book and decide to sleep; crying underneath my arms there's darkness hiding my sadness and loneliness.

I wipe my tears immediately, sniffed. I look my face to the reflection on my laptop.

The Jimin outside of this mirror is a wolf a strong and fiercely, highly diligent career man that everyone wants to marry. Everyone in the world wants my hands, they can give even their world just to marry this man. You can say everyone wants to be like him. A successful businessman after two, the Park group company become one of the success not only in Asia but also in the whole world. All companies under Parks including under my control become affluent. Thriving more and more abounding wealth.

But,

This Jimin behind is a lovely, exquisite, and fragile who need to be loved that he will never claim even he gave all of his even his heart. He's alone, lonely, and desolate, no one beside him neither comforts him. He only wants to be loved by the person he adores the most. Broken inside like a scattered mirror and his red sclera because of the wretched life dragging him down to depressed woeful nethermost.

I heard the door open and wipe my tears. The sound of the high heels echoes to the office and the only person who wears those high heels is either my secretary or my sister.

"Marcel just leave the document and don't forget my schedule tomorrow. Also you need to inform Mr. Smith and Mrs. Akihito for the online webinar. We need to discuss something about the new project and..." I held my statement not knowing, my secretary is not the one who enter my office.

"You are sinking yourself to the work, now I know why your secretary always complained about the work you gave to her." She alleged and sat in the swivel chair in front of my table.

"Noona, I had no time for this; after Father Retirement all of his abnormal activities already diminishing and unsoiled the Family Park again," I affirmed, by all means, promising nit only to the grave of JungHyung but also to myself to the Family name.

"Making the Family Park a spotless again, well... You have done a wonderful job but Jimin. Despite making the Family Park one of the higher families again. You are making yourself―" I finished her statement.

"Miserable... already done noona since the day Seokjin came to our life. It is only me, that Junghyung bellowed now, I'll do anything to make his life down to hell like what happen to me," I growled to towards and she gritted her teeth; gripping the arms chair.

"Jimin, you and we know, it's not Seokjin fault that JungHyung fell in love with him. He rejected JungHyung because he love Jungkook more than him. He didn't accept his defeat that's why he sabotage Mr. Kim's files and cause him to fire from his job. The worst, he asked to make a fake rumor around Seokjin that affect his university scholarship. After the death of JungHyung, you still want to be proud of him. You accept to become part of Bighit entertainment to destroy again his life and now, where he is... He was one of the famous singers and actors in Hollywood, Bravo Park Jimin, well done my little. I wish all you done satisfy your ego and yourself proclaim or should I say your one-sided love towards the person who already rotting to the underneath of his grave."

"Enough!!!!" I stood and shout out of lungs. This is my first time, I yelled to my sister. My sight already blurs because of my tears. I didn't see any shock in his eyes, she just approach me.

She lament and hold my body, I feel my body couldn't stand anymore. I sobbed under her arms; crying all my frustration and sadness.

"All I want is to be love,"