Fanatic Ghost

The Distant: Jimin

A quiet greeting morning came into my senses. Usually, I heard a sizzling and banging the steel is a mere existing when Jungkook is here. He loves to cook breakfast in the morning. Having relationships with Seokjin had a tremendous impact on Jungkook's characteristics.

I wake up with a cup of coffee since Jungkook is not here to cook breakfast. I did my CEO Job in the morning and the dance instructor at night. Having two careers is hard and tiring but at the end of the night. Going to Junghyung grave every weekend, cleaning his grave and putting flowers on it.

Then, I noticed someone standing on the grave. I instantly hid beside the tree. The distance between the grave and the tree is not quite long. Peeking again and the man was recognizable.

'It's Manager Min,"

Many questions came to my mind, Is Manager Min and Junghyung are relative. Jungkook never mentioned or probably they are?

He put the flower on the grave and I carefully listen to the word, he was saying.

"I know, this is not the right time. Jimin is a strong, smart, and hardworking person which, I admire the most. I miss him." I saw him kneel on the grave, his back trembling indicating that he was crying.

As I going to approach him, I held as he said.

"Good thing, he never recognize me," My eyes widened in shock, my feet froze as my eyes focus on him. "He and I been together in Bighit for almost 3 years, still, I cannot read his mind." I look down his hand is clenching. "Jungkook, doing his move to retrieve, Seokjin memory and―"

To my surprise, he punches the ground repeatedly. "My feeling to Seokjin is starting to fade away. I-I thought when I kiss him, his feeling going to change but―" My head low down and walk away to graveyard leaving his favorite flowers on the tree.

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I cry on the steering wheel of my car. Thinking about Manager Min's confession but, why― I am crying?

That's question lingered on my mind. I wipe my face and retouch my foundation and mascara, drive to the training room of the Academy. I dance the song, I write for myself and Hoseok produce the song and I love it. The song represents me like a filter.

Dancing relieved my sadness, anxiety, and fear of anything until dawn comes. I woke up by tapping my shoulder, swaying away from his hands.

"Jimin, did you stay here at night?" I blink a few times before I realize. Hoseok and the other class were staring at me. I nodded and averted my gaze away from them. "You shouldn't push yourself." He beams as he faces the class.

Hoseok announce our schedule which I forgot on the day of the Audition when I slapped myself, Good thing, Hoseok notice my action.

He whispered. "Jimin, you should take a shower. You smell like shit." I shuddered timidly and run away from the class. I yawn and held goes to the bathroom.

The warm water flows to my body and switches in a cold one. Remembering all the details of Manager Min's statement which I didn't understand―

"Why my heart get hurt when, he said that, he loves Seokjin."

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I watch my students while performing their audition for becoming a backup dancer for HYBE. Hoseok didn't accompany us. He needs to finish his incoming song for the other artist.

Suddenly, one of our main performers suffers from cramps. He cannot dance, everyone is in panic. They cannot be accepted to the competition if the main dancer is missing. I smile at them and go to continue the performance since no one memorizes the steps.

I went to the dressing and cover-up for my student, this way. They cannot notice the difference, the main dancer and I are the same age. My heartbeat goes fast wanting to release out of my ribcage as we step on the stage, my skin felt cold as I saw Kim Namjoon as one of the judges.

I should wear a mask which I forgot and it didn't to our costume. My eyes focus on him, then I saw a smirk behind his hands. I thought he was with Seokjin since he is one of Seokjin's managers.

"I messed up, a big time."

 I said to myself then one of my students reminds me that we were going to start. The performance was smooth and goes stunningly, the judge faces marks on enthusiasm and wants us to pass the audition. Then, Kim Namjoon speaks out of our great moment.

"The performance is great, backup dancers are performing gratefully, as for the main dancer―" I gulped my saliva, sticking down to my throat. Praying that... I failed. "He dances gracefully, I want to take him as next idol against Lee Taemin of SM." All the judges including my class horrorstruck by his statement.

Lee Taemin, is he joking? He's one of the greatest and most famous idols, a certified dance prodigy in the history of the entertainment industry.

"I'm dead, I should be delinquents, stupid me..."

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Everyone is happy about the result, the main dancer recovers well. I smile as witness the happiness of my class passing the audition. Hoseok message asking for the result, I told him, that we passed. He replies with a smile emoji and congratulation for all of us.

"Guys, listen," Everyone got silent and turned their head. I beam and announce. "Hoseok-sunbae will treat us, tomorrow. You guys have a rest and don't go anywhere, straight to home." Everyone bow and leave the building with a warm smile.

Suddenly one of the Kim Namjoon assistants asked for my presence in his boss's office. I said to my class to leave early and don't wait for me.

Many thoughts ran to my mind, also, his decision. I'm praying that, he's joking. The assistant opens the revealing a huge floor-size glass window, a conference desk. Books in every corner of the wall event a living room along with a vanilla color sofa and a transparent glass table. I thought his office is a small one since he's the manager.

I got envious of his office. It's more beautiful than my office, I puff in frustration then, the swivel chair turn in front, revealing the sweaty and hot Kim Namjoon wearing a blue sapphire color suit. I blushed as I attempt to hide my reddened face by avoiding my gaze away from him.

"W-what do you want?" I inquired in a stuttering voice.

'Oh, please heart stop beating so fast.'

"You know, what I want―" I turn back my gaze on him. To my surprise, he's already in front of me.

I felt arms encircle around my waist, I cross my arms in my chest to protect myself as my eyes didn't stare at him. I try to push him, but, is stronger than me.

"And I want you." He whispered in a seductive voice. I shove his shoulder but, he grasps my wrist.

"N-no," I sob quietly, I can feel his breath and kiss on my neck. Closing my eyes is my last defense wishing that someone will save me.

'Please save me... Junghyung,'

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