forever and always

Harder by the second

hey guys  :D uhmm so as you may have probably read on my previous authors note that my phone was stolen from me.. HHMMMPHH oh well..

ANYHOO!.. this is gonna be my first time writinng using my laptop so please be jentle with me and i hope your good with patience. ;) oh well! so uhmm guys i hope you uhmm enjoy the chapter :D

chapter 17

Harder by the second

(mark's POV)

I caught her in my arms as she fell towards the ground unconscious. I didn’t know what else to do, so I took her straight to the nearest hospital. I don’t know what I’d do if I lose her. She’s my everything, MY ONLY THING. I loved her and I’m still not ready to lose her yet. I needed her and she needed me.

As I ran towards the front desk, desperate for help with kim in my hands, the first nurse that saw us came forward and asked for others and helped us. They had rushed Kim towards the ‘emergency room’. As much as I wanted to be with her there I wasn’t allowed to. I just sat on the bench near the room, starting to lose all my patience by the minute.

Was she going to be fine? That question stayed in my mind for quite some time but then replaced with a much more heartbreaking one. It’s my entire damn fault! I gave her too much to stress about. Heck! I’m such a freaking jealous douche bag! I don’t want to lose her! I’m still not ready. She is going to be fine mark, she’s a fighter, remember? A voice in my head assured me. That was correct though. Hell! She even got our veeerry strict principal to accelerate her to become a senior next year. She can do anything she wanted if she placed her mind to it. I shouldn’t be worried right?

I glanced at my watch noticing that 45 minutes already passed. As I thought of what was happening I turned my focus on the reason why I brought her here on the first placed. With that thought I reached for a glass box, small enough to be placed in my pocket, and opened it. Yes, you guessed it, it’s an engagement ring. I know that we’re still young and all but I wanted to spend the rest of my life her. I still do and always will. I’m so sure that I loved her with every fiber in my body, not to assume, but from what I’ve notice she really loves me too. Well I hope so. I was going to propose to her tomorrow night at our hotel room balcony as we sat on a good-for-two dining table. I already booked everything I was planning on having a firework display and at the end it says “will you marry me Kim?” it was all planned out. Until this happened.

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard the ‘emergency room’ door open and then I saw a man who looks like he is in his early 40s or late 30s and wearing a lab coat, holding a clipboard. I rushed over to him and I was greeted by a concern look.

“Are you Mr.Collins?” he asked studying whatever is written on his clipboard. “Yes I am. Is she alright? Is she going to be fine?” I blurted out not wasting any more time.

“I have good news and bad news” he started. With that my heart sank. Why did it had to have a bad news? “The good news is, she is going to be fine, and she still has some time. The bad news” he sighed before continuing.” She is in a coma, and she maybe fine now but it won’t stay that way. Sorry to be so blunt about this, but I don’t like telling false things. Enjoy the time you have with her. I can see you love her I can see it in your eyes. Any way my estimations and some evidences show that she will be waking up in a day or two. You’re welcome to stay with her in her room if you wanted to. The nurses are now taking her to a private room.  It’s on room 356. I got to go now I have a surgery to go to” and with that he walked away and patted my shoulder before leaving.

I went to kim’s room. I was so not used to seeing her so quiet. She was always talking when we were together. But she still looked really beautiful though. I shed a tear looking at her. I hated the fact that she is in a hospital again but I quickly held the rest back. I needed to be the one that’ll be strong for both of us.

I slept on the chair next to the bed and placed my head on it. Every about two hours a nurse would come into the room and check up on her and ran some blood tests. I have placed my hand on her hand and every time the nurses would run tests I could feel her grip slightly tighten. She knew I was here but she just hasn’t been able to wake up yet even though she absolutely wanted to.

(random third person POV)

Its almost 24 hours since she was put in a coma. Mark didn’t leave her side. He was always there. He was willing to wait until it was not possible anymore. The doctors would compliment him on his commitment to her, and how much he loved her.

In the dream world, kim would always find a way to look for mark.  Every time she felt pain she just tightened her grip on mark’s hand for she saw her hand holding his in her dreamland. The thought of that always comforted her. As much as she wanted to wake up and open her arms she was not able to. She felt really weak and hoped that when she finally wakes up her mark will be there with open arms.

Mark didn’t felt any much better than her, she hated the fact of seeing her like this. He even prayed that God would let him take all the suffering away from kim. But he knew it doesn’t work that way an knew that the only thing he could do was be there for her at all times. He had called home and told his mom to inform kim’s parent of what had happen and also inform their school that they will not be able to go back until Wednesday because of this. His mom agreed and wanted to come but mark wouldn’t let her. He told her that they were fine and be back home shortly and then said his goodbyes.

Will kim ever wake up again? Will mark get his chance on proposing? Will they both get their HAPPILY EVER AFTER? So many questions. But the answers can only be answered through time and as for now this is all the time we have.

Sooo yeah guys that was chapter seventeen!.. hoped u liked it! :DDD really hoped you did. I thought it was kinda boring though.. but still at least I updated right? Like I said before this is my first time updating using my laptop soo yeah I really need your thoughts on this. Soo pllsss COMMENT. Id really appreciate it.

Uhm guys im so sad to say that we are almost at the end of this story maybe 3 or more chapters so yeahh,, hahaha.. ill be working at my other book after this its called “destined” and I already started but I wont continue writing it until im done doing my business here. :D

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