my emo life

Part five

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.............. Jades pov

I sped off as fast as I could towards my house trying desperatly to get my old best friend away from her father. About five minutes later we pulle into my long horse shoe drive way.

" Come on. I'll get you some ice when we get inside." I said.

After I had her bandaged up I took her upstairs to my room. Derek looked up and screamed.

" Jade! Omigod! I knew you weread but-"

"She didn't do this..." Steph whispered. "My dad did.." one tear fell down her bruised cheek.

I envoloped her in a hug. I tried to comfort her with soothing murmers. Finnally when she calmed down she told us all that had happened.

Steph's pov.....

FLASH BACK.

I sat there crying as I saw mom pass away. "mommy no..."

First I lose Jade and Raven and now mom..... Why do I screw everything up.

"Its all your foult..." dad said.

"What? No daddy no it's not." why would he say that?

I felt like my cheek was on fire. He hit me! He really hit me! "dad!"

" it is your fault ! She left us because of you!"

END OF FLASH BACK

"and it's been like that ever since mom died..."

" Steph! Why didn't you tell me?!?!" Jade yelled.

" Even if I did, you wouldn't have cared. You think it was all my fault but rock and a bunch of the guys drugged me. Raven is so oblivious you both forgave him but never gave me a second glance. So I dealt with it by myself."

" No. It wasn't like that. You changed even before Rock. You ditche us for the populars. You. Left. Us"

I looked down. I knew shed still be hurt. But it really waney like tht at all. I just wanted to be like mom. She was popular and a cheerleader and dated the hottest guy in school. I wanted to make her proud and I thought i did. Then she died.

" I gotta go.." isaid getting up. "I'm sorry Jade I really am. "

"Wait!" Jade yelled grabbing my arm. " no. That's the past. This is now and your my best friend no matter what. You always were and you always will be. So your staying here for good if you have to noone deserves to be beat like that. No. One. Ever. "

I released the breath I didn't know I was holding. Releif washed over me like I had never known. Things may take a while to be like they used to be, but they'd be that way soon. For that I was grateful.

Jades pov.....

I felt horrible. She used to be my best friend and I threw it away because I didn't even listen to her side of the story. I just cared about me. Me and how ifelt betrayed. Betrayed that shed hurt us like that yet I never evn dreamed of her not being responsible.

I led her to the spare room across the hall from mine. "This is your room till we get everything fixed.."

she gave me a big hug. "Thank you so much Jade.."

" Hey no prob... And Steph I'm sorry..... I'm soo so so sorry.."

" No sweat. But I'm really tired so I'll see you tomarrow?"

I nodded and let her get on with her nightly routines.

I crawled back into my bed and snuggled up to Derek.

" that took alot of courage jade... Good job. I'm proud of you."

" I just.... Had no idea. I feel so horrible about everything."

"shhh.... It's ok. You did good. You didn't know. It's ok."

he tilted my face up to meet his eyes. I fluttered my eyes closed and felt his velvet lips gently press against mine. Our lips moved in sinc then he pulled away. " in sorry Jade.... I can't do this to you. Not now not ever. Forget I ever said anything about liking you. I was just trying to get into your pants. I can't do that to your brother though. Bye"

he adruptly got up and left. Then all over my emotions fell apart. Why? What did ido? Ugh. Well I'm not taki g him back. I thought as I cried my self to sleep.

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