my emo life

part two

okey im alittle dissa pointed becouse i have nine readers and not one of them voted. if there is something wrong with my story at least comment so i can fix it. now the only reason im writing the next chapter is becouse a) im addicted to this story and b) my little sister wyntr likes it...yes her name is wyntr and is spelled that way.. i think our mom was high when she named her wich would explain so much cuz shes a little...blonde if ya kno what i mean...ANYYYYWAYYY heres the next chappy plz plz plz plz vote or comment i NEED to know wat yall think positive or negative thnx....

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chapter two

jades pov.

i sat there on the verge of tears. seeing jeremy with his arm around another girl hurt me beyond words able to express. unwillingly my mind flashes back to the night that he left me out in the cold damp street. walking out of our relationship forever.

FLASH BACK......................................................................

it was my third highschool party i had attended. i was a sophmore and at that time grinding against my very first boyfriend. jeremy. he was my everything. we hadnt kissed yet but that was only becouse he didnt want to rush me and for that i was thankful. derek and jason toold me repeatedly to be careful. i dont even know why derek really cared bvut oh well.

i had a few beers and was getting a little dizzy. i looked in my cup and saw a light powder around the rim. drugged. i had been drugged. i dont even remember how i knew it was a date rape drug but i think it was becouse i read alot and always watch those really cool episodes of law and order.

jeremy started kissing my neck and gave me these really creepy chills up and down my spine. it wasnt the sparks you hear of when girls are in love. these were the chills you get when something bad was about to happen and i immediatly grew stiff.

"lets go upstairs.." jeremy whispered in my ear.

i didnt want to go but it was like i couldnt control my actions. i felt really groggy like i was in some dream watching another girl who looked just liked me getting ready to have sex with someone she didnt love. i had to snap out of it but i didnt know how. suddenly my body started to go numb. i could walk and i got really stiff. jeremy picked me up bridal style with his big strong arms and carried me like that to the bedroom up stairs.

a few tears escaped the corners of my eyes like they were trying to escape the horrible scene that was about to take place.

"no.." i moaned weakly." jeremy no..."

"shhhhh...babe itll be okay. i promise it wont hurt. i love you."

"jeremy no!" i tried to pound his chest but i was to weak.

sleep threatened to engulf me but i had to get away. i dont love him. i dont love him. that was all that went through my mind as he gently laid me down on the bed and started to undress me. i had always promised myself that i would never give my virginity to someone i didnt love.

i tried to sit up but jeremy just pushed me down. i kneed him in his balls very weakly but hopefully hard enough to make him back off. thankfully it worked. he clutched his 'manly' parts as he turned purple with fury.

"your gonna pay you little b$#@&"

then he started to hit me. i barley felt it but then it was like the drug was kinda waring off. now i felt his furocious blows. he kept hitting me repeatedly and soon his knuckles were covered in blood. my blood.