my emo life

part three

mkk well im uber sorry evryone about how long this has taken but i was grounded. again. even during half of christmas break. erg. oh well ive been uber busy two but im sooo thankful to the few readers i have.. i love you guys and heressssss part three...........

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dereks pov

ok it was ten pm and i was really feeling bad for leaving jade. yeah shes like a frigghin ninja but still she could get hurt.

i started pacing and decided to call her.

one ring. two rings. three rings. "hey its jade i cant get the phone right now soooo leave a message."

dangit! lets see friday night. where would she be? wait.... then it hit me! the races!

i just walked out the door since mom never really cared where i went or when since i was usually at jasons house. i got into my lime green gt and sped off.

..........................................................................................................................jades pov

i revved up my babys engine at the finish line. adreniline pumping through my veines. i adjust my helmet quickly then some blonde chik get in the middle of the road with a smal red flag in the air "on your mark.... get set....." she flipped up the green flag "go!"

i sped as fast as the engine would take me leaving my oponent in the dust. then my oponent made the very bad decision of using his turbo then. you always use it at the end nevr ever the middle. he sped so fast he met  up beside me but i still had my boost so aboout 30 feet from the finish i boosted. i sped quickly ahead and passed the finish line first. i looked to my side and see derek waiting behind the small gates that kept the audience from the track.

what the fudge is he doing here!? suddenly i lose control of the bike. it flips and i fall into a big pile of tires. i look up and my bikes about to hit me but i flip over. i dodge most of the danger but the handlebars came crushing down on my ribs.

"ouch!" i cry.

soon people flood around me but raven pushes through with a megaphone. "back up! giver some space willya!?" god i love that girl.

she helps me up but pain flashes through my torso.

"duuuude i think i broke my ribs.." i whisper. to her. the last thing i want is the people who owe me bet money to know im hurt becouse then i wont get my money.

"okay!  cough it up! yeah you....and you.......oh and youuuuu......... hehehe wait! you to buster dont think i dont see you!" raven collects the money and i start to turn away.

"hey" derek greets. "are you okay?" omg! i really wish he'd stop acting like he cares when he doesnt!

"but i do care jade! why cant you see that!? god! dont you know i really actually like you!? heck i might even-" he looks at me. "forget it!we need to get you to the hospitol..."

whoa whoa whoa! mk a) why do i say htese thjings outloud when i dont mean to b) did he say he liked me!? and c) he might even what?

"no!" i say forcefully. " hold the frighin elmo flippin phone. did you say that you LIKED me...as in me jade this emo chick whom youve hated ever since i turned emo!? wait....are you drunk?"

"yes i did say that and no im not drunk! why are you so oblivious!? i like you! why do you think it tore me to peices when jeremy tried to rape you!>? why do you think i tried to WAARRRRNNNN you!?"

huh.... hadnt thought of that one. but HIM liking ME? you gotta admit that thats alot to soak in!

i was about to laugh but i looked into his wonderful eyes and saw he was dead serious.

"we need to get uyou to the hospitol.. come on."

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at the hospitol.

i sat in the room with derek and some lady doctorwho was tsking loudly. "huh...sweety you have at least four fractured ribs. if it werent for your helet youd probably have a concusion as well... umm sweetie may i ask where you got these scars on your arms?" great. here we go.

"  honestly? isnt it obvious i cut myself. these two" i pointed to where i tried to kill myself by cutting my arteries." are from when i tried to commit scuicide. "

she didnt look mad. she didnt look suprised she just looked at me.

" sir could you please leave the room?" derek got up and walked out like a zombie. "sweetie do you mind if i pray for you?"

what. the. h e double hockey stix? she doesnt know me or my religous beleifs yet she wants to pray? i dont evenb know if i beleive in god!

suprising myself i nod. she grasps my hands and we bowed our heads. "heavenly father i beleive you have brought this child to me for a reason. help her lord know that you love her and what to show her your love. give her peace lord. in jesus name. amen."

well that was..... really weird.

i mean come on! god? loving?  what ever! if he was real why did he let all this bad stuff happen? why did he let me feel so lonley and depressed? and if he did love i was almost completley positive he didnt love me.

i walk out into the hallway where derek was waiting.

"whatd she want?" he asked.

"she wanted to know if u were some obsessed girlfriend beater. so i told her yes."

"what?! you realize i could go to-"

"calm down! jeeze she just..... well.... she wanted to..... pray." wow it sounded wierder said than what it felt like done.

"oh" oh? dude i just got like..pray raped and he says oh?

"pray raped? wow jade." he says smirking.

"well it was weird ok? i dont know her! she forced me into it.. catching me off gaurd like that!"

i turned to him... i was still really shocked he liked me.. it was... well weird  i mean yeah hes smexxier than peanut butter but....... of all the other girls drooling over him he likes me!

" why are you staring at me?" derek asks.

blushing i turn away. " can we just go please?"

"sure."

...................................................................... at jades house.

"mom! dad! any body! im home!" i shout a sloud as i can but i still dont know if my voice reached the whole house. our house was really big. it had a long horse shoe driveway a seven car (and one bike) garage, an oust side pool, and indoor pool, a giant pattio, a large japanese garden, four stories, six full baths and four half baths, a giant front porch, a hude kitchen, and enless rooms.

"well guess noones home.....wanna watch a movie in my room? " i ask.

"sure."

we climb the steps to the second floor and walk into my black room. i have a 57 inch flatscreen tv mounted on the wall thats across from my bed. i have a black fouton couch with zebra pillows and two black leather chairs. off my room i have a full bathroom colplete with a shower that shoots water from the three walls oh and its big enough for four people, a jacuzzi bathtub, a toilet, marble floors, and a souna. i walk into the bathroom and change into a red tank top with short satin shorts that came to mis thigh. they were tha=e same red as the tank top and fit me perfectly.

i walk back into my room and burst out laughing at the sight before me.

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