my emo life

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Ok I'm bak sorry I've Bern grounded litterally forever!!! Soo here's a long post...

........................... Jades POV

I almost died. Derek was watching Little Nicky and the part where the demon ha a big ol' pair of tits on his head. Well Derek sat on mii bed with one of my black lacy bras on top of his head.

"I wish that would happen to me.." Derek said.

I just laughed alot more. I crawled into my bed and snuggled under the covers wincing. My ribs were still pretty sore even though the doc had given me some pain pills.

But there was still something bugging me.

"Derek" I whispered..." did you mean what you said?"

He looked into my eyes like Boone ever had before. His gaze sent chills down my spine and I wanted to curl up on his lap but refrained. "Jade, of course I did. I have since we were little. The reason I've been so. ... Mean, I'd becouse I felt awful an horrified when you almost died." I single tear trailed down his chizled cheek.

I gingerly wiped it off with my thumb. "Derek, the reason..... the reason I tried to kill myself..... well...

FLASHBACK (as she is having this she is telling Derek)

There he was. My heart fluttered a little. Derek didn't see me yet but that's how I wanted it. This was like a little war between us. A tickle war. It was our thing. Heck the fact we had our own little thing thrilled me beyond measure. I had a major crush on him. Ever since I was a tiny little kid I've looked up to him.

I krept quietly around the corner and almost jumped out to tickle him but I stopped. I heard Derek talking to my brother.

"No! Ugh! I can't Stan that little runt! She follows us everywhere and she always tickles me! I seriously wish you didn't have a little sister!"

that's when my world came crashing down. Fine he doesn't want to be burdened by me then ok. I'm done.

END OF FLASH BACK

". And that's why I did it..." I said.

" Oh god jade....I.... I'm SO sorry I really never meant it. I just..... I was mad that you..... I was really mad because you would go out with Jeremy but not me."

" You never asked! If you wouldve I would have died from happiness!"

" I did too ask. I wrote you a note and told steph to give it to you..."

that. Little. #%*^}{. I was going to kill her.

I jumped up and grabbed a hoodie and slipped on some flip-flops. " I'll be back inna bit." I said.

He tried to reach for me but I was too quick and ran down the steps. I hopped onto my bike and sped towards Steph's house.

------------------------------ Stephanies POV

"Daddy! Please stop!!" I screamed as he threw me against the wall.

" I said be back at five thirty! It's f#%^*%# six!"

" there was traffic!! Please daddy-" I was cut off by the knock at the door.

" Go answer it you good for nothing piece o-"

"coming!" I yelled. I ran to the door and almost died. Jade. My best friend. Well was my best friend..

Jades pov.

I looked at her blotchy face. I let the image of her face covered in bruises. I had imagined her like this countless times. But now I felt horrible for her. Now she was my bestie again. She neede my help. I figured it had been her dad because he's always been a prick, but he never hit her before....... That I know of?

" Oh god steph..... Come on I'm gettin you outta here.."

" I can't go.." she whimpered.

" to frighin bad." I pulled her out of te house a on to the back of my bike. I sped off towards my house. We had alot of talking to do.