fell in love with the other side

chapter 6

It has been a week since I let Tiggy into my room. I have tried to stay away from the shop as much as possible. Marcus has kept in touch but only at a distance. I don't know how to act to all this. I don't know what I want or who I want. Tiggy was just a thing that happened, I think. I'm in my office deciding on whether to take Marcus' new case. One of his brothers got into some mess, and of course he called me. I have been staring at his number in my phone now, trying to decide. I shook my head and just dialed the number, "Hola princessa," I felt a tingle run through me. "What do you need Marcus," I tried to keep it professional. "I need you to come tomorrow? Meet with my guy. You'll take the case?" I sighed, still running it through. "Sure, same rate. I'll call you tomorrow," before I could hang up. "Princessa," I stopped. "You know I was going to talk to you in person but your a hard one to get ahold of. I wanted to, that evening, but I want you to enjoy it because of me, not drugs or alcohol. That is all, beautiful princessa," I didnt know how to respond. "Well I should apologize to you, throwing myself at you like that," Wow this man has me apologizing. I hung up the phone before anything else could be said. I looked at the clock and it was lunch time. I walked out the office not talking to anyone. I got into my car, seeing Chibs name pop up on my phone. "I need to talk to you," and he hung up. Well that was helpful. I started the car and headed to the shop.

When I pulled up to the shop, all the guys were there, working on cars. I walked over to office, my heels clacking with each step. I had on a tight simple black dress with blazer. "Aye mami," I looked over my shoulder and saw Tig standing there. "Go find Chibs, I need to talk to him," he nodded and walked out. I sat down at the desk, Clay now walking in. "Damn is everyone having an issue today?" I spat at him. "I should be telling you that. When were you gonna tell me you are working for Alverez? You think I wouldn't find out?" I stood up and got close to him. "Last time I checked, when I wear leather I'm not someone's bitch, so who do you think your talking to?" We stood about same height, me being 6 ft. Chibs stood in the doorway watching. "I raised you, you better watch that tone," I took a step closer, "and I keep your buddies out of jail. You do the math," I shoulder checked him and walked past, Chibs following.

I sat on the bench under the covered area. Chibs sat beside me pulling out a cigarette. "That's what I tried to tell you. He found out about you taking cases over there. Don't ask me how, I couldn't tell you," I shook my head. "It shouldn't matter. It shouldn't matter that I work with Mexicans, it shouldn't matter if I work with blacks. But here I am, keeping my job secret. I want a normal life Chibs, but I don't see myself getting that anytime soon," chibs hand rested on my thigh as I crossed my legs and took my blazer off to lay on top of my thighs. Chibs eyed me funny, "I have some sleep respect for myself," we laughed and Tig walked up. "Hey boo," he said sitting beside me. "Hey whore, you pick out your dinner for the night?" I asked coy knowing he wanted to say me. "Im going clean, no pussy," this caused me and chibs to laugh. "I'll believe that when Chibs decides to speak clear English" knowing damn well our Scotsman will never lose his accent. "I want to focus on one girl you know? When I meet her, I want it to just be us," I couldn't help but laugh. "Have you been watching Happys telenovelas?" I slapped his arm. He got this hurt look, almost genuine. "Aww poor tiggy in his feelings Chibs," I snickered. He just stood up and walked away. "So chibs, now that he is gone," I stopped to laugh. "I have to meet a client tomorrow in Oakland, can you come?" He eyed me. "Is they from the same group?" I gave him a stupid look. "No shit Sherlock, you just figure that out all by yourself?" He chuckled and shook his head. "Its all a fucking game to you huh?" He joked. My hand clasped on his knee. "I will try to be there, I don't know if I can. We have a drive tomorrow. You want to ask Happy?" I looked at him funny. "Why would I ask him? He doesn't babysit, he kills," we laughed together as his hand rested on mine. "I want you safe, I trust him. Let's just see how tonight goes, okay?" Tig walked back over. His eyes glued on our hands, "really? Him? HIM?!?" I just smirked, I loved playing with him. "But babe, it just happened," Chibs caught on and snickered. "Aye brother, it's not my fault she's hot for my cock," my hand started creeping closer to his slight bulge. "I love you tig but his..... the way my toes curl," my eyes rolled back as I tossed my head back and faked a moan. "I just get so turned-" Tig started to walk away before I could finish. "FINE! THEN BE WITH HIM!" We were a laughing mess. I kissed Chib's cheek and started for the clubhouse. "Opie!" I yelled as he walked out. He just shook his head, "we are having a party tonight. Stay?" I nodded. "Yeah I was just heading in to change. Gotta make the other girls jealous you know?" He smirked and kept walking.

I made my way to my room and shut the door. I started to take off my dress as Chibs walked through the door. "You are always taking your clothes off when I'm around," I turned and smiled. "Maybe you should take that as a hint," he sat on the bed and watched as I slid on a blue tight knee length dress. "Then you have to wear something like that," I walked over tovhim and stood between his legs. "Like what Scots," he looked up at me and had this hungry look in his eyes. I leaned close and kissed his cheek. "Do you want me Chibs," i could feel him nod against my face. His hand snaked around my waist pulling me close. I laced my arms around his neck and leant down to kiss him again on the neck, trailing kisses all the way to his lips. "Kiss me Chibs," his lips crashed into mine. Chibs lifted me, his hands on my ass, setting me in his lap as my legs wrapped around his waist. "You know we shouldn't do this," I confessed. He stopped and looked at me. "Now look who's saying no," he gave me a look. I sighed and climbed off him. "I can't do it. I love you too much to ruin it for a simple fuck," I stated watching for his reaction. He stood up, walked over to me, kissed my forehead and smiled, "love you," and walked out. I stood there, mad at myself, but glad I didn't do it. As much as I want to, I want a moment with Marcus. He is in the back of my head just whispering you know. I slid on some heels and made my way to the bar to drink myself to death after that event.