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"Already Home"

Dan: Don't you know that you're all that I think about you make up a half of a whole.
Dan's been busy lately which is understandable with his YouTube career and BBC stuff, but lately it feels like he's forgotten about me, we don't have our late night talks anymore because he comes home so late. I miss my Dan, but his career comes first it seems, I can't do this anymore so I started packing my stuff. Maybe now wasn't our time, maybe later, when he wasn't so busy. Suddenly I heard the door open and Phil saying he was going to take a nap and Dan coming to our room. Why was he home early? He walked in his hobbit hair visible since it was raining and his brown eyes sparkling with good news, then he saw my bags.
"What are you doing? Are you visiting family or something?"
"Dan, you've just been so busy and I'm lonely here, I don't even feel like this is a relationship, you're too busy to think about me and I don't blame you, I just thought it'd be best for us both if I left for a bit." I said breathlessly and on the verge of tears, why did he have to be so perfect for me?
"No. Y/N, I love you, don't leave, I'll make time, don't you know that you're everything to me? Always on my mind. Don't leave me. I need you." He was tearing up, my Dan was tearing up.
"Don't cry." I held him.
"Just don't go." He said, "Let's go out, no vlogging or BBC preparations, just us. Let's go to Brighton."
"Sounds lovely, I'm sorry."
"Don't be, I am the one who should be apologizing." He pecked my lips and we left, after he unpacked my bags and threw the bag to the highest shelf so I couldn't reach and we spent all day together, and had our late night talk.

Caspar: Don't you know that I spend all my nights counting backwards the days till I'm home.
I waited for the Skype call to connect, Caspar was in South Africa at the time then was off to Florida for Vidcon and wouldn't be back for a month. I missed the idiot like crazy and wished for him to be home with me.
"Y/N!!!" He face appeared and he looked much tanner and happy.
"Cas, I miss you." I smiled weakly, seeing him made me want to cry, he was home to me and was so far away.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, just a little lonely is all, how is everything?"
"Fine, I miss you though, you would love it, I'll bring you next time! You could meet my family."
"Sounds lovely." I sniffled as quietly as possible.
"Hey, twenty-four more days till I'm with you again, don't be sad, it's a little challenge for us, to see if we can handle being apart."
"I love you." I laughed.
"There's that smile, I have to go, the connection is really bad here, but I'll call you tonight."
"Alright, I'll talk to you later then."
"Love you, babe." He ended the call and smiled, twenty-four days, I could make it, I'll just hang out with Zoe and Louise to distract myself.

Pj: If only New York wasn't so far away, I promise the city won't get in our way.
I pulled out my phone as soon as I got to my hotel and rang Pj.
"I've landed Peej and everything is so...bright." I said right when he said hello.
"So you like it?"
"Yeah, it would be better if you were here."
"I can't leave, my crew is here and I can't not make videos for six months." He chuckled, but it was sad.
"I know, six months is a long time, maybe I shouldn't do this."
"Baby, you've got too, it's your dream come true, you're playing Maria in West Side Story on Broadway! I'll be there opening night."
"I miss you, I promise I'll come back."
"I'll be waiting."
"I love you, I'll talk to you soon."
"Love you too, be safe!"
"I will." I hung up and looked around at my new home for the next six months and felt the loneliness and homesickness of mine and Pj's home in Brighton, but I could do this.