DeadLock...(Area 11,Yogscast and Hatfilms fanfic)

Chapter 24: The Scars That Tell My Story.

This chapter guys has mentions of self harm so if sensative on this subject maby give this one a miss I understand if so. Hold on because the feel train is going to leave the station.

Sparkles* POV:

No. Not Zo. She wouldn't. Some old scars and new clearly visible ones. They were all in a straight lines down the top of her arm. Kim stud there crying. "Come here Kim..." Ross said with an open arm. Kim collapsed into Ross' arm sobbing. Trott just stud there but one single tear falling down his face. "Why would she do it?" Trott now began to cry a little more. Smith put his arm around Trott. I kinda do ship those two as stupid as it sounds shipping two of my co-workers but y'know oh well. Back to Zoe. The heart monitor began to get a little faster. Trott ran to the door. "NURSE!" As soon as he shouted for a nurse came and a doctor. "I think she's waking up." The doctor said as he looked at her notes. "Can you step away please?" The doctor said. "B-but she's my S-SISTER! I HAVE TO LOOK AFTER HER! IS SHE OK?" Trott said in a hurry. "Don't worry Mr Trott she will be okay. In fact she might be waking up now..." We all look down at Zoe.  She's so beautiful and amazing. So strong emotionally. How does she do it? Trott was given a form by the nurse to fill out. Once he had done faint coughs came from the bed. "What *cough* happened? What's happening *cough*" The doctor walked over. "Hello Zoe I'm doctor Chap and I will be your doctor. And this is nurse Sarah. " He said with a warm smile before putting yet another fluid pipe into her cut arm. She winced at the pain but then said. "Tom *cough* Hat Films *cough* GUYS?" She coughed a few more times and we all ran over. Trott hugged her and kissed her head loads. "It's okay, it's okay, we're here calm down..." Zoe was crying. Streams of tears ran down her face. "I'm sorry for h-hurting you.." We all looked at her in confusion "You haven't done anything wrong.." I say stepping forward. "Oh it was just my d-dream..." I was about to ask her what happened but I decided not and I will ask her later. "So what did I miss?" Zoe said. She had been out for 15 hours not like last time. "Nothing much just your bro- I mean Trott worrying about you.." Smith sighed. Zoe tried to sit up but hissed at the pain. The doctor used the control on the bedside table and brought up the bed. "Calm down Miss Trott it will take a while until you can sit up like that." Zoe huffed and sat back. "You do know you guys can say that Trott is my brother around me you know!" She chuckled slightly. She had changed from sad to happy in two seconds! I wish I could do that. "Are you sure?" I said. Zoe nodded. "Ugh I'm nothing but a nightmare to you guys it would be fine if I didn't turn up..." Zoe sighed as she looked at her battered arms. "Zo I don't know about the others but I think you are a lot like me when I was your age..." Lewis said. Suddenly I started to go dizzy. I sat down. I knew exactly what was going to happen next. I'm gonna have yet another flashback.

Sparkles* at 15:

I was just on my way to my music lesson and I saw the kids that had been bulling me. My heart skipped a beat. I began to quick walk and tripped over my shoelace. Great all I need. I got up but sure enough got pulled back down. "Look who It is! Where are you going?" He pulled me into the boys room and chucked me at the wall. "So... where were you off to in a hurry?" He said as he cracked his crocked knuckles. I gulped and put my hands in my pockets. "J-just to my K-K-Keyboard lesson..." That was a lie. I was on the way to my SINGING lesson. "PFFT! As if you have a talent! I know you have a second lesson! Come on what is it?!?!" He said in an angry tone. "I-I have a second one..." Why did I say that.."I know Tom and I know what it is and I bet you are crap at it too!" With one swift movement he kicked me and punched me and left me with pain on every part of my body. "Have a nice lesson idiot..." He walked out the door and slammed it shut. I looked at my poor pathetic body and grabbed the razor in my bag.*End of sparkles* flashback*

I jolted up and grabbed my arm. I heard Zo crying. "It's okay Zo look who's awake!" Trott whispered to Zoe with Smith and Ross helping him. "T-Tom?" Zoe cried. "Zo sorry I didn't mean to upset you" I said running up to hug her. "I thought you were gone Tom. Like I thought Trott was..." I then felt Trott hugging her from the other side. "I will never go Zoe..."

Time skip 5 hours to Zoe's POV because I'm a lazy shit :3=

I was still wake. Everyone else was asleep. I don't blame them. If I could sleep I would it's just because I can't get to sleep with all the negative thoughts swimming around in my head. About if everyone at the Yogscast will hate me and soon ditch me for a cuter younger more stable model. If I will have to go and live on the streets and find a job and then buy a place. If I run into the attackers again. If everyone saw my scars the scars that tell my story. The scars that show who I am.

Hey everyone long time no see. I hope that disclaimer at the start gave you some sort of warning as to what would be happening in this chapter. Sorry for the lack of updates guys I just had a bit of a writers block that's all. um also my friend

Needs a bit of support on her books so please go and help! She is my IRL friend so it would be amazing. Also been thinking about maybe  thinking about killing a character or two off >:-)

Bye >:-)