DeadLock...(Area 11,Yogscast and Hatfilms fanfic)

Chapter 33: 4 Years

Sparkles* POV: 

As I got to the gate, Martyn ran up behind me. "YOU CAN'T LEAVE!" He screamed causing the whole of the train station to look at me and Martyn. I sighed and turned around as Martyn reached me. He grabbed my arms and I hissed in pain. "Sparkles*, you can't go. We need you, your fans need you, Zoe needs you and you already know that!" Martyn cried. I looked at him with narrowed eyes "I have already done enough damage to everyone's lives." I said trying to pull away from Martyn. "No Sparkles*! Please come back! When you left Zoe was screaming your name! She wanted you there! Think Sparkles*, Zoe hasn't spoken in weeks and she just screamed your name! Surely that means something!" He said through his tears. I looked into his blue watery eyes and the salty tears that fell over his cheeks. Zoe must want me. Even if no one else does, she does. Martyn must really want me to stay. One tear welled up in my eye and fell over my cheek as I collapsed into Martyn's arms. He held me tightly and stroked the back of my head. A few minutes later I looked up at everyone again. "4:15 to London is leaving in 5 minutes from platform 11" The voice boomed through the halls. Other people started to walk past us as they left for their trains. I looked up at Martyn and pulled away from his arms. Kogie looked at me with puppy eyes. I gave a slight smile in his direction. I looked over towards the gate and then back at Martyn and the others. I sighed and smiled slightly. "Let's go back to Zoe..." I said quietly. Martyn smiled and put his arm around me. We walked towards the exit and I got a few weird looks... shit. My hoodie had been stained slightly and was visible. I put my arms down the side so the part with blood was facing inwards towards my torso. I looked up at Parv who was stood next to me, he looked confused. I hope he didn't see it. I walked out the train station like a scared child. I hope Zo is okay...

Time_skip <3 

Zoe POV: 

My throat killed. Screaming like that is not a good idea really.I was also now scared about the fact that I had spoken now. Miss Web may well have been a figure of my imagination that time but it still scared the shit out of me. But I needed to Talk. I didn't want Tom to go. But he did. He said he loved me. But why would he leave me? I sat here Chris holding my hands, trying to comfort me, the drips poked my arms as the medicine was pumped through my veins. My head hung down, probably weighed down by all the negative thoughts swimming within it. I heard the latch on the door click. I looked up expecting to see yet another doctor or nurse but instead I saw Martyn. The ones that had left started to walk in. Leo, Kogie, Parv and at the end of the line. Was Tom. I looked at Tom and for the first time in months a real smile formed on my face. I opened my arms as Tom ran up to me. He fell in to my arms. He wrapped his arms around me. "I'm so so sorry Zo, I will never leave you again..." Tom whispered. I felt his tears drip onto my hospital gown and my tears roll down my cheeks onto his black hoodie. I heard Chris get out of his seat and go over to another one so Tom could sit where he was. Tom soon pulled out of the hug and sat down. I looked around the whole room. Silence. All that could be heard was the ticking of the clock, the dripping of fluid and the beeping of my monitors. The room was full of people from the office and a few from out the office. I just want some one to start a conversation. I looked down again but something caught my eye. I glanced down at Tom's arms to see a stain on his hoodie. Similar to a blood stain... No. Not Tom. Tears welled up in my eyes. I was too weak and tired to wipe them. They fell down my pale cheeks, not wanting to stop any time soon. I let out a hiccup as I cried, telling everyone that I was crying. Everyone looked up to see what was the matter with me. "Are you okay?" "Are you in pain?" "Zoe, what's the matter?" Those were the three main questions I was asked. I looked at Tom his blue sparking eyes weren't the blue I remembered. They were now grey, lifeless. "Guys, I'll talk to her." Tom said, trying to calm down the situation. "Come on guys, let's leave them to it..." Toby said, standing up. Everyone slowly left the room looking back at us both. My vision may have been blurred but I could see Chris looking back at me. He looked frustrated and some what upset. Once everyone had walked out I looked at Tom and his arms, "Tom, why did you do it?" I said tears running down my cheeks. He held both my hands lightly, "Zoe what do you mean?" He said looking into my eyes. His hair was messy and unstyled, grey circles lined his eyes. "Tom, I'm not an idiot. I know what you have done. It's obvious." I said looking at his arms. "Zoe I'm sorry. I couldn't do it. I thought I wasn't good enough for anyone." He said tears now dripping down his face now too. "How long?" I questioned. "I was clean for 4 years..." He said clearly disappointed in himself. Once all our tears had dried, we talked more. "Tom, why did you do it?" I asked wanting a longer and true answer this time. He sighed and started to speak, "Do you want the real answer?" He said looking into my eyes. I was slightly annoyed he had lied to me but that didn't matter. I nodded and waited for the answer. "I-I feel worthless. If I left, no one would care. I am just one big mistake. I was going to leave on a train Zo. I wasn't wanted anymore." One tear rolled down his pale cheek. I sat up more hissing in pain but managing to sit up. I looked at Tom and held his hands again. "Tom, I need you here, everyone needs you here. If you were to leave I would be heartbroken. I would miss you and you would miss us. We all love you Tom. I do too..." The silence was deadly. Tom suddenly unlinked on of his hands from mine and cupped my face, brushing his thumb along my face. "You are beautiful Zoe Trott..." He whispered. I looked into his eyes and at his lips. He looked me in the eyes and moved his face closer to mine. Are faces were inches apart, until Tom closed the gap. Connecting his lips onto mine. He was kissing. This was actually happening. Tom Clarke was kissing me. 

Hi guy! Star here! Just wanted to say this chapter took me a while to write so that's why it took so long. It also took so long because I had no ideas for this story. I have gotten so stressed over this story it has making me go mad. Therefore, I will be taking a break from writing this story for now. I don't know how long for but I need a break from this storyline, it's a super tough one to write. I would like to thank @PurpleStrike24286 for helping me with this situation <3 Anyway you guys, I will be working on some new fanfiction I have in the works so I may still be lurking in the dark shadows of Wattpad! Follow me for more updates, have a look at my other fanfictions and I will see you, in a little bit. Bub bye \^_^/ <3