Zoe's POV:
It had been 6 weeks since I tried to, yeah. My head wasn't straight still. I still had no idea how long I would be in the hospital, if I was properly with Tom, if Chris was okay and many other things. The hospital had already started to plan my therapy and I could now walk. I was fully healed so I assumed that I would be able to return home but they must have been keeping me in for my own safety. I know that Chris, Alex and Ross have gone back to the house and have taken away all my razors and anything else that I could use to harm myself. It sucks, but I know they are only trying to help. I wish I wasn't in such a mess. If someone was to give me some sort of tablet that would cure me from all the bad thoughts that riddled my brain I would take it in a heartbeat. I suppose that's why they are trying to put me on the anti depressants that I am still refusing to take. Sat with me were Kim and Katie. Katie was sat painting my nails and Kim was putting make-up on herself. I had really gotten to know Katie and trusted her a lot more. That and her accent was awesome.
"I love the smell of nail polish!" Katie grinned, finishing my thumb. I had chosen a peachy colour from Katie's polka-dot bag. I smiled back softly at Katie's comment.
"Why?!" Kim giggled, finishing up her eyeliner. Katie shrugged and moved onto my index finger.
"It reminds me of the Yogs party a couple of years ago, Chris wore nail varnish! He did suit teal..." She smirked. I laughed slightly, picturing my older brother parading around, showing off his freshly painted nails to everyone.
"I remember that night! Maybe Lewis will organise one of those again..." She said, putting red lipstick on. The reason we were putting make-up on and painting each others nails was because Kim and Katie wanted a pamper session with me to try and make the rest of my hospital stay less hospital like and more fun. It was Chris' birthday in a few days too so I was having my nails painted for that reason too. I had already ordered his present from Amazon. I seriously can't wait from him to see it. Once Kim had put her make-up away and Katie was just finishing up on my nails, there was a soft knock at the door. Kim looked at me and smiled before looking at the door.
"Come in" She sang, making me smile. Suddenly, my doctor walked in and was... smiling? Kim blushed a deep crimson when she saw who it was. It was obvious that she thought it was Duncan or someone. Katie giggled before looking at the doctor.
"Hello, I'm just here to tell Zoe some fantastic news!" He said, smiling widely. I looked at him, tilting my head in confusion. He clears his throat before speaking again,
"You are now aloud to leave..." he smiled. The biggest grin appeared on my face, making Kim and Katie smile too. The doctor chuckled softly, putting his clipboard under his arm.
"You can start to get ready now, I'll sign you out..." He said, looking at Kim.
"Thank you, so much!" Kim smiled. After the doctor had walked out Kim and Katie got me some jogging bottoms, a long t-shit and a hoodie for me to wear. I slowly got up, using the bed as a support.
"You go and get ready, I'll go and call Chris to come and pick us up!" Katie exclaimed, unlocking her phone.
"No, wait...! I want it to be a surprise!" I smirked. Katie nodded, smirking back.
"I'll call a taxi!"
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Zoe's POV:
Katie, Kim and I walked into the office slowly. I felt a sudden wave of anxiety engulf me as I waked through the small hallways. I had been here almost two months ago, attempting to end my life. I shivered, gulping. Kim looked at me and smiled warmly. I nodded slightly, looking forward again. We came up to the Hat's office eventually and I knew they were in as I heard Smith scream,
"BYE YOU COCKS, LIKE THIS FUCKING VIDEO! FUCK!" At the top of his lungs. We all had to hold back our laughter as they closed the video. I heard Chris sigh and drop his headphones onto his desk, making me frown. He was obviously upset. I softly knocked on the door, causing Smith to look over. The biggest smile appeared on his face when he saw me. He jumped up quickly and opened the door. He pulled me in for a hug, gently lifting me off the ground.
"Zoe?!" Chris said, running over to wrap his arms around me. Ross also came over and joined this hug. It surprised me as Smith and Ross weren't really huggers but I was grateful none the less. Ross and Smith pulled away, leaving me on my feet again with Chris' arms still wrapped around me.
"I can't believe you're out, I missed you so much. I love you so much Zoe..." He murmured into my chocolate brown hair. I nodded slightly, sighing. I felt tears twist their way down my cheeks as I looked up at Chris. His eyes were also full of tears but he was smiling through them. I smiled back at him and hugged him tighter. This is where I needed to be. With Chris, Smith and Ross. With the Yogs and the eleven lads. This is where I will heal better. Not in some. shitty hospital bed with the smell of hand gel forever tainting the fresh air I wanted. I once again rested my head on Chris' chest.
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After spending a while with the Hats and a few of the Yogs, Chris, Smith, Ross and I made our way over to Tom's flat. As we got to the door, we heard shouting from inside
"Sparkles*, just take the fucking pills!" Parv shouted, frustrated.
"I don't fucking want to, you can't force me!" Tom shouted back. He mustn't have been taking his meds. I sigh, just walking straight in. The other three follow me closely as I enter their living space where I see Parv holding the box of pills out to Tom. Tom and Parv look at us, shocked.
"Tom, take the pills and then you get a hug... Okay?" I say, sighing. He nods quickly, taking the box from Parv and runs to grab a glass of water to take them with.
"Thank you, Zoe..." Parv said, rubbing his tired looking face. I nod slightly, taking the thank you. Tom runs back in, hugging me tightly. I hugged him back, putting my face into the crook of his neck,
"I'm back, it's okay..." I whisper. He sniffs slightly, nodding and hugs me close. I have missed this ginger prick...
Sooooo, I'm sorta back! I might try to get another chapter out soon but first of all, what did you all think of this chapter? I'm playing around with my writing style atm >~< Thanks for reading anyway! C'ya in the next chapter~ Star*
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DeadLock...(Area 11,Yogscast and Hatfilms fanfic)
FanfictionHey. I'm Zoe Smith. And this is my story. My parents died in a car accident when I was 5. I survived but my family all abandoned me in my time of need. So I was chucked in to a scary orphanage with no friends and nobody to trust. But when I was 17 I...
