Love is poison, Love is paradise

Chapter 18

Max

After I learned that Hannah and Tyler were trying to establish a relationship, my life certainly has not become happier. I didn't confess to myself, but at first I still believed that one day "our future" would come for us... Now it was clear that Hannah had started to live on. Can I blame her for that? Of course you can't. After what I did, she had to cut me out of her life. And she crossed me out.

I wanted it for her... Love... Happiness... A decent man... I just didn't think it would be Tyler. He is not a worthy man - that's for sure. My fists involuntarily clenched. It happened every time I remembered this jerk. Hannah can't trust him. He will use her again and if it happens...

I no longer went to my grandmother D. After my hasty departure, of course, I came back the next day and apologized. But I did not go there anymore... Not because I did not want to. It is just difficult. Hannah can no longer be a part of my world, and I can no longer be a part of it, no matter how much I wanted to. So now I was working to get rid of my thoughts about her.

Alcohol did not help. I found it out right away. That's why the second stage was girls. I hoped that I would be able to forget her sweet pussy, chubby lips and fascinating eyes ... when I will be with the other ... But it did not happen. That night with Violetta... I had to finish everything, and never started. Of course, she does blow jobs skillfully... And a month ago I would have given a lot for this dirty mouth on my dick... But Hannah broke into my life and everything but her died.

No one could compare with her. She was special, and sex with her was the same. I got high from every touch of her... I couldn't get enough of the time I spent with her... She was passionate and at the same time gentle... So I had to stop Violetta... At some point I thought that I would be able to fuck her. And, of course, I could. But I did not want to. We even interrupted the blowjob.

Violetta was furious and left. A couple of days later we met and I apologized to her. Though, she is not one of those who need an apology. "My dear, you obviously have problems with your sex life after parting with this beautiful girl", - joked Violetta. I didn't have any problems with it... Every evening I came to the perfect end thinking about Hannah... Of course, it couldn't go on like that forever... But now the memories of being close to her turned me on much stronger than any other half-naked girl.

To my surprise, Violetta normally accepted my unwillingness to be intimate with her and offered to be friends. At first, this idea seemed very strange to me. But, as it turned out, it is not so bad to be friends with her. We went to the movies, sometimes we had lunch together during her work break; in the evenings she would call and tell stories about her "one-night stand boys. And I rusted wildly with each one. On the whole, she was not a bad girl, except for her openness ... in the literal sense of the word. I was even curious why she did not want a serious relationship.

...

I was sitting in a chair, smoking and watching soccer when the doorbell rang. It was her.

"Hey, handsome, such traffic jams, she barely had time," she punched me in the cheek and threw down her huge heels.

"It's okay, the match has just begun," strangely enough, it was Violetta who suggested watching soccer together.

"I brought a bunch of chips with different tastes. As they say, goodbye figure. Aaa... though I will be fucked anyway, because I have two huge girlfriends," she laughed and shook her chest.

"Yes, I am sure it will be so," I winked at her.

We sat down on the sofa and started to unwrap the chips.

"What are you going to be like?" she asked. "Wait, though, I bought them specially for you with red spicy peppers!"

I burst out laughing.