(A/N: Another TBATE FF of Arthur Leywin starting his life over? Yes! They're fucking amazing, to tell you the truth, I love them. FYI this is my very first time writing in general, so bear with me. I honestly have no clue how long I plan to keep this ff going because, this is only for fun of it.)
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Arthur POV:
'Damn it all, why did any of this have to even happen in this world I came into. A continental war taking place, escalating due to my interference. I couldn't save the people I considered my family, my friends, my... lover, from dying to people I considered my enemies. Hell, I couldn't even bring back Sylvie after being stuck on this damned continent for over 5 years, even after her sacrificing herself I couldn't get strong enough to bring her back.'
I let out an inaudible sigh as I just lied down almost considering on giving up and forgetting about the war I lost.
For a few minutes I just lied down not thinking or listening on anything, I just softly cried to myself thinking of how I failed way too many times in this life and my previous. My mental wall I put up, breaking instantly.
How I killed Cecilia, and wronged my only best friend Nico.
"Arth-"
How I let my own father get killed by mana beasts.
All the remaining Lances, and Virion getting captured and brutally beaten, having torn limbs and slowly being burned by Cadell's Soul Fire. They had been executed immediately after being mentally drained by Alacryan Sentries within the Central Dominion to completely over throw Dicathen using their knowledge of the underground hideouts, and experiment on every Dicathian that is still alive or in hiding, mage or not.
"Arthur..."
I had learned all of this from Caera, who I left outside of the relictombs to finally complete my goal Sylvia had left me.
To uncover Fate and end this war between the three countries.
However, that final zone dive is what costed the war, it took me over 2 years within that one tomb alone to get my grasp on the Fate Edict and another two whole years to understand it and leave that acursed zone. Once I exited, I was Immediately tackled by Caera who apparently kept coming back to my room to check if I returned but to no avail for an entire 6 months.
That's when she told me everything... everything I missed and could have saved if I was stronger or even just came out sooner than I needed to, I could have saved them all.
In a blind rage I ha-
"ARTHUR!" Regis roared in my head, causing me to come back to reality
"This isn't the time for you to be sulking, it's time to get up and get moving. You have bested Agrona and his sickening half-breads, sadly though you did have to take the life of your friend again who took over the Elf girl's body, not to mention killing that wannabe 'God' Kezess and completely throwing Epheotus off the face of Earth. Or whatever planet we're on." He stated in a somewhat chill tone.
"I understand your pain but right now I have an ide-" Before he could even finish, I threw him out of my body at such a force, his body created a crater the size of a small house.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM ARTHUR!?" He yelled out loud not caring if people are even around to hear him.
I just stared at him emotionless for a few seconds then began.
"One, you're just a god damn Sentient being that started as a Will-O-Wisp and became of fucking lap dog to serve me!"
"Two! We may share feelings and memories but you can't POSSIBLY UNDERSTAND how I'm feeling! All my pain and suffering never ended! Even in this new world! I lost everything I loved. How could you of all things, understand when you were created by false pro-claimed GODS that can't even grasp the idea of having feelings!?" I roared without caring if there were people around as he did earlier.
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TBATE | Arthur's Redo ((DROPPED) FOR NOW)
FanfictionWhat if Arthur beat everyone he deemed an enemy to him after uncovering Fate? But in the process lost everyone he loved in the midst of this war. Could Arthur find a way to fix everything? or will that be it for our "Fallen Hero?" Cover Art: CREDITS...