The School Nerd | Jc Caylen

four

Madi's P.O.V.

"What about Jake?"

Jc asks frightened.

"I'll figure it out.."

I say looking down.

"You should get some rest.."

"Yeah, thanks again."

Jc said walking over to the couch.

"What'd I tell you?"

I asked looking back.

"I can't let you sleep on the couch."

He said slightly laughing.

I walk to my closet and open it.

I grab a tank top,

sweater and sweatpants.

I close my closet and turn around to see Jc sleeping on the couch.

I smile small.

I walk to my bathroom and set my clothes on the counter.

I start the shower and get in.

After my shower I slide on my tank top and sweatpants.

I sigh looking at my wrists.

Cuts.

I'm mad at myself for self-harming but I feel the need to do it everyday.

I'm only 4 days clean.

I slip on my sweater so it covers my wrists, I don't want anyone finding out about it.

Not even my best friend knows.

I walk out of the bathroom and back into my room to see Jc sitting up on the couch.

I close the door and he looks up.

"Couldn't sleep?"

I ask walking over and sits beside him.

He shakes his head.

"What's wrong?"

"I'm- just worried."

He says looking at me.

"Why?"

"Jake."

He says.

"Don't worry Jc."

I say hugging him from the side.

He seemed to calm down..a little.

I stand up.

"Goodnight Jc."

I say crawling into my bed.

"Night." Jc said sleepily.

I turn off the light and drifted to sleep.

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The next morning I got up and didn't see Jc on the couch.

I yawned and walked downstairs to look for him, I see a note on the counter.

Madi, if you were wondering, yes I left. I just had to get home. I bet my parents are very worried about me. I'm sorry. I'll stay away from you at school. I don't want to ruin your life.

I frowned at the note and carried it upstairs.

I have no way to contact him.

Shit.

Jake will kick his ass if he sees me talking to him at school.

I got out skinny jeans, a regular t-shirt and a arctic monkey hoodie.

I ran outside just in time to catch the bus.

My mom went off to live with my grandma and left me with her fucking boyfriend.

He beats me, my mom doesn't care. That's why she left.

She passed all the rights to him.

He is never home, but when he is, he hurts me.

After getting off the bus I walked to the doors avoiding eye contact with anyone.

Jake was at the front door.

I tried walking past him but he grabbed my arm harshly.

"My house, tonight."

He says.

"No."

"What?"

He asks shocked.

"No."

I repeat walking away.

He grabbed me again and faced me toward him.

He slapped me hard against the face.

"Y/n... You are nothing without me... so i suggest you start to love me or you won't like the outcome."

He said harshly walking away.

I grabbed the side of my cheek as Eden ran to my side.

"Omg Madi are you okay?!"

She asked checking my cheek.

"Yeah.. Whatever."

I say with tears in my eyes.

"Madi..."

She says.

"No."

I say walking away.

I get to my locker and feel a strong hand on my shoulder.

"Jake leave me al-"

I stop talking when I see who it really was.

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AHHH who do you think it is?

-madi