" Cause I'm heartless, and I'm back to my ways cause I'm heartless, all this money and this pain got me heartless, no love for life cause I'm heartless, yeah I'mheartless, I try to be a better man but I'm heartless"... HEARLESS X THE WEEKND
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Damn. These fucking chains hurt. This man literally had me chained, locked away like some slave. Well that's what he starts me like, have sex with me, feed me and give me water. I don't even know how long I've been in here since... I don't ever want to speak about what he did to me. That should never happen to anyone. He was truly sick and I hated him. How could you ever do the mother of your child like that?
I know I've been in here for a while because I didn't have a baby bump anymore. I had a pregnant belly, not big, but you can definitely tell I'm pregnant now. I couldn't even rub my belly when I felt my baby move. Von hasn't said a word to me since that day, he just fucks me, like no moans or groans, just silence, and sends someone to bring my food and water. I don't feel that he loves me anymore, I guess he's really upset I had sex with toosii. I hope he hasn't hurt him. The door opens, I see that it's Louie, he unlocks the chains, helping me out them.
" Come on ", he says and he walks away.
I rub my neck, wrist, and ankles before I get up. He leads me back to the bathroom and leaves to shower. I even wash my hair, it's been so long since I did that. Once I'm done I lotion up, blow dry my hair, slip on my tank top and shorts. I take a deep breath and look at myself for the first time.
I hated what I seen, i looked beat down so bad. This was the worst i have ever seen myself look physically. I sigh, turning away from the mirror, walking out the bathroom because I didn't want to stay in there no longer. I didn't want to see myself ever again in a mirror. I didn't see Louie no where so I just go downstairs, going into the kitchen since I haven't been there in a while. I wanted some pickles, I hope my jar was still here.
In the kitchen was this pretty girl, she looked like the dark skin version of Cristina milan from Love don't cost a thing, she had the curly hair, just a nose piercing, but she's really pretty. And she was all over Von, he was looking down at her smiling, he looked... happy which made me feel jealous.
" Hey fatty", Booka says laughing sitting on the counter as usual.
