I'll miss you... (JJ Maybank)

life-(1)

kiara POV

October 1st 2020

(covid will never be a thing) 

the guys call you kie

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I woke up from my bed and rolled out hitting the floor. I get up and walk into my closet. I grab out a striped crop top and high wasted black jeans with a plain black zip up. I throw it on and walk downstairs. I hear a knock on my door as I go into the kitchen. I open it and its Jj. 

jj- hello there kie

kie- hello JJ

jj- how are you on this fine day

kie- im alright come on in

I let him in and he follows me to the kitchen. He sits on one of the stools and watches me make myself a smoothie. 

jj- wanna come to the Chateau in a few with me im going to meet up with the others

kie- ofc I will 

I walk upstairs and jj follows. I go into my room and grab my bag with extra clothes incase I stay. I also have my phone charger incase it dies. we walk back down and leave my house. I hop on jj's bike and we set off to go to John B's. 

we get there and I go into JJ's room before saying hi to everyone. I set my stuff down and walk out behind the house. I see John B and give him a hug. I also give Pope a hug and we all sit down on the back porch. We mess around and talk about random shit.

JohnB- so kie what have you been doing with your life

kie- nothing much its pretty boring ive just been hanging out with family and helping at the The Wreck wbu guys

jj- putting up with shit and crashing here

pope- ive been helping my pops with the seafood shit that stuff smells bro

kie- I bet

we all start to laugh and relax as it starts to get darker outside. We go back inside once it gets colder and hang out some more.

pope- hey guys I gotta go sorry ill see you tomorrow??

all- ofc see ya

and with that he left. We as in me JohnB and JJ turn on the tv and put on a random movie. I cuddle up under the blanket next to jj. JohnB eventually goes to bed which leave just me and jj.

jj- kie?

kie- yes

jj- what's it like having a family?

kie- its not that bad actually. its really fun, you get to enjoy your moments with family and hang out with people who won't judge or hurt you. why do you ask?

jj- no reason its fine 

kie- oh come on tel mee

jj- fine my dad told me once that family was worthless, and that its supposed to be like how mine and his relationship is but I didn't know if it was true or if he just straight up didn't care about me. I mean I know he doesn't but that would be the extra 10% I want. 

kie- jj.. family is supposed to be loving and caring people. your dad as much as I hate to say it is a piece of shit. He shouldn't treat you like that. You're too good of a person. plus if anyones your real family its us Pouges.

jj- thank kie

kie- no problem now lets go to bed bc im tires as shit,

jj- all right

we walk into his room and I grab my pjs. I walk into his bathroom and turn on the shower. I grab a towel while waiting for the shower to get hot. Once its warm enough I get in and wash my body. I wash my hair and get all the conditioner out. once im done I dry off and get changed. I could see the scars on my wrist from the past. quick back story ive had a history of self harming bc of my own problems. my dad has done stuff in the past so I don't see him as often. my mom only knows a little bit of what he's done. And the pouges know nothing about it and I don't plan on them knowing either since im known as a no issues kinda girl. 

I walk out hoping jj won't notice them. I've shared a bed with him before plenty of times so we don't care anymore. I crawl into his bed and cuddle up to him. he pulls me in and rests his head on mine. I slowly fall into a very very deep sleep while secretly praying to god that jj doesn't see my scars tomorrow on my legs or wrists.

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word count 765

UNEDITED sorry for mistakes lol