Kiara POV
October 3rd
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my dumb ass alarm woke me up so being me I rolled off the bed and hit the floor hella hard. I groaned and got up. I walked into the and grabbed a towel. Iock the door and get into the shower. I was my hair and body then get out. I dry my hair out and get my everyday clothes on. I wrap my wrists so I don't have to wear a hoodie. I put on a white t-shirt and a pair of acid wash jeans. i walk out and see jj. he realizes im not wearing anything to cover my scars but he sees wraps. he seems like he's proud.
jj- im proud of you for just wearing wraps
kie-thanks jj
jj- no problem kie
we walk out into the living room and everyones staring at my arms. I whisper over to jj,
kie- im getting uncomfortable jj *whispering*
jj- its ok you don't have to explain it its fine I will for you if you'd like *whispering*
kie can you please *whispering*
jj- ofc *whispering *
jj- hey guys we have a lil to talk to you about bc Kiara doesn't want to say it so I will.
we sat down and jj told them the story.
jj- her mom divorced her dad and had 90% custody of her. so she had to see her dad on the weekend. and when she did he um he would Hurt her, he started out just yelling at her but then it got worse for her. he would hit her and slowly started to rape her. she haven't told anyone this besides a little to her mom. but once she turned 15 she had enough. she tried to commit suicide. it obviously didnt work though. she's been cutting since um the 4th grade so she got used to always hiding them. she's embarrassed by it. which is why she has wraps on her arms and is always wearing sweaters.
JohnB- damn I feel bad for everything
kie- please don't pity me its fine im ok
johnb- alright
kie- jj can we go to the room *whisper*
jj- ofc angel *whispers*
kie- angel?? *whispers*
jj- sorry its slipped *I whispers*
kie- its ok I liked it *whispers*
we got up and went into the room. and I broke. it finally happened. jj locked the door and ran over to me. he picked me up and sat with me on the bed. He let me cry on his shoulder until I was ok.
jj- talk to me
kie- I can't
jj- yes you can what's up
kie- you'll hate me if I told you
jj- just tell me I promise I won't hate you
kie- I may of did something last night when you were asleep
jj- what??
kie- I c-cut im so sorry I wasn't thinking thats why I have wraps on so they wouldn't bleed through my sleeves. Im so sorry jj its not ok ik but-
jj- hey calm down its ok. I can help you through this ive been there. ill help you. just please try not to ok
kie- ok
jj- now come here angel
I walked over to him and hugged him. he sat me down on his lap and sat on the bed. I. cried into his shoulder for a while longer.
jj- shhhh angel its ok it'll be ok
2 hours later
JJ pov (this is new hehe)
I feel so bad for her. she's been through so much but I feel so bad. She doesn't want me to but I do. its Lowkey my fault I could've stopped this years ago. but I didnt. I was too blind to realize everything thats been up with her. she fell asleep while on my shoulder. I woke her up and told her to lay down. we laid down and fell asleep.
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HI :000
word count 620
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I'll miss you... (JJ Maybank)
Fanfiction(your Kiara) you've been friends with the pouges since you were 13. You were friends with Sarah but you're not anymore. This book will have parts based off of the show and parts not based off of the show. don't read if you haven't watch outer banks.
