Kiara pov
October 5th 2020
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I woke up to the noise coming from jj's music which he was listening to while in the shower. I got up and checked my phone to see that the one and only Anna Carrera (her mom) text me.
Anna- hey honey im sorry please come back kie
kie- don't call me that im never coming back ok
Anna- please Kiara me and your father miss you a lot.
kie- then you should've thought about that when you told me to get out..
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ugghhhhhh now she wants me back in her life and stuck at home. im never going back after what she did. She kicked me out for hanging out with my bestfriends. thats messed up. I stared off into space without realizing JJ was right there.
jj- you ok kie?
kie- im fine J don't worry about it
JJ- are you sure your ok you've been staring off for 15 minutes now.
kie- im fine its just that..... my mom keeps texting me asking to go back home but I don't want to. not after what she did. she kicked me out for hanging out with you. hell for hanging out with the pouges, ill never forget that. she fucked up I didnt.
jj- kie.. I agree with you but she's your mom and your a minor. she could say we kidnapped you or sum shit. Maybe I take you over there or you just go and you talk it out with them. I do agree that what she did was shitty and uncalled for but again she's your legal guardian until ur 18 you only have to deal with this for what another 6 months. im sure you can make it through you're a strong girl kie.
kie- thank JJ. I think ill go over there but if you can will you go with me im too scared to face her alone. and thanks J, I really needed this.
jj- no problem kie now go get ready so we can go.
kie- alrighty
I got up and went into the closet. I picked out a white and blue tie dyed shirt and a pair of light blue shorts and my black high top converse. I grabbed my bracelets and necklaces and walked out. I seen jj in his dark blue cut off Kildare island shirt and a pair of black boots and black shorts. he had his usual rings, necklaces, and bracelets on. Once we grabbed our phones and chargers we took the keys from JohnB's room for the Twinkie and left.
kie- JJ
jj- yess
kie- what if they hate me
jj- who
kie- my family what if they think im too problematic or something else and then just leave
jj- kie... I doubt they'd do that they love you too much
kie- no they don't jj. why did my dad to that to me. why did my mom get back with him. why am I the one who suffers. my fathers the reason my wrists are like this. he's the reason I look like this. he's the reason im this messed up jj and ill probably never change because of him.
jj- kie your dads and asshole and im sorry but he really is. he shouldn't have of ever don't that to you and im sorry I couldn't help you. it beats me up every day. your moms blind. she doesn't know the whole story. im sure that if she did they would be back together. you're not the only one suffering I am, JohnB, pope we all are seeing you like this. But mostly me. Kie you're so important to me its crazy. And I didnt want to do this like this Kiara Carrera will you be my girlfriend?
kie- omg JJ ofc I will
JJ- thank god I thought you would say no
kie- ofc I would im so fucking happy
jj- I am too babe trust me.
Once we got to my "house" we turned off the car and looked to each other.
jj- you ready?
kie- as ready as ill ever be
we got out and met at the front of the van we grabbed each others hands and went to the front door. I opened it with my key and yelled for my so called mother. but turns out they were already sitting on the couch waiting for me. both my "mom" and my "dad". can't wait to see how this one ends.
Anna- so Kiara explain yourself
kie- What the hell do you mean "explain yourself" you need to explain your self. why do you want me back after you kicked me out for hanging out with my best friends. thats what's fucked up. why would you do that.
Anna- to get a sense of the real world into your head Kiara.
kie- the real world is with my friends. and JJ. I don't care how much you hate all of my friends or even my boyfriend but I love them. they've helped me more then you'll ever know. and you going back to dad after what he did is a stab in the fucking back.
Anna- your dad loved us but couldn't show it for awhile and you know that. now I want you to stop being friends with those dirty pouges and forgive your father now Kiara.
kie- no.. if you cared at all you wouldn't be ok with this. if you cared you wouldn't be back together with him. if you cared you'd let me be friends with the pouges. if you cared you wouldn't care that im dating JJ. now im leaving don't try to come back to me when my so called father goes back to how he used to be because ill just tell you I told you so and leave like you did to me.
and with that I pulled JJ out of the house with me and to the van. se sat down in the front seat and thats when I lost it. tears rolled down my face uncontrollably. JJ didnt notice as I wasn't making noise until we got to the chateau. I started to hypervenilate. JJ looked over to me and seen me shaking and crying.
he pulled me up to his lap and had me listen to his heartbeat.
jj- shhhh its ok just breathe kie
kie- I-i can't
jj- yes you can follow me in...... and out
we kept repeating that process until I could breathe normally again. once I got under control I cuddled up next to jj and he picked me up bridal style and carried me to our room. he laid me down on the bed and turned on midnight sun. a movie on Netflix about a girl who could go out in the sun because of her disease.
I cuddled up to J as I watched the movie. its so fucking sad but happy at the same time. its confusing like my life right now. I look up and seen jj asleep. which made sense its 7pm after all and he sleeps hella fucking early. I slowly got out of the bed and went to the closet. I grabbed a pair of my shorts and one of JJ's hoodies. I put it on and laid back down. JJ pulled me closer to him and I slowly fell asleep thinking about today.
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Fanfiction(your Kiara) you've been friends with the pouges since you were 13. You were friends with Sarah but you're not anymore. This book will have parts based off of the show and parts not based off of the show. don't read if you haven't watch outer banks.
