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Get your bloody ass off my bed you bloody bit**." Sidharth's voice took me unawares. Did i mishear him? I got up and looked at him with my sleepy eyes . Then i turned my face to check the time it was 2:30am .He was a red flag to a bull. Also he was drunk. Due to being intoxicated, he could not even stand properly. I took a step to hold him but he pushed me hard.

STAY AWAY FROM ME...... DARE TO TOUCH ME AGAIN..... YOUR ARE NO ONE TO TOUCH ME OR HOLD ME GET THAT!!!!! Sidharth roared...,... Tujhe kaya lagta hai teri masoomiyat se main pighal jaunga... No... No... Never...esa kabhi nahi hoga Shehnaaz kabhi nahi ..... Tu maa ko aur baki Ghar walo ko pagal bana sakti hai par mujhe nahi. Tujh jaisi ladkiya sirf aur sirf bas mardon ko fasaana janti hai. Jaise tune mujhe fasa liya .. Famous hone ke liya kiya na tune yeh .... Us so called Sidnaaz fandom ke liye... Kya nahi kiya maine tere liye... Tujhe apne ghar mein rakha .. teri help ki... Tujhe sahara diya .. but what you did? You spoiled my life... Jalti thi tu mujhse aur sonia se. Haan kyunki tu mujhse pyar karti thi.. aur maine tujhe kabhi us nazar se dekha hi nahi. Tujhe pata tha i love sonia... Pagalo ki tarah pyar karta tha main us se but teri ek galti ki vajah se tune hume alag kar diya. Meri kya galti thi k main tujhse nahi sonia se pyar karne laga. Aur pyar karta bhi kyu tu mere type ki nahi thi.. bb mein bhi bas dosti ki vaja se humara bond bana kyunki i liked your company par tune liking ko love kaise maan liya. Main day one se clear tha k i didn't love aur tujhe bhi yeh sab pata tha so why u fucked up my life? Sidharth said.

I frozed at my place and stared at sidharth. My eyes were filled with water. Sidharth was already in a bad mood and my stare made him shout. " AM I A BEAST? Kya dekh rahi ho? Aur yeh magarmach ke ansso se maa ko pagal bana sakti ho mujhe nahi. Sidharth taunted me.

Sidharth meri baat....... Before i completed sidharth pushed me forcefully and roared..... SHUT THE FUCK UP ..... IF YOU TRY TO OPEN YOUR MOUTH IN FRONT OF ME I SWEAR I WILL CUT YOUR TONGUE... Sidharth said in my ear and i was shivering badly.

Let.... G....o.... Of....me.... Please.... I stammerd. But he twisted. My wrist and pinned me to the wall... Sidharth.... Please mera haath dukh raha hai leave me... You are hurting me.... I said in a low voice, trying to control a loud sob.

I am hurting you ? Huya na dard tujhe huya na..... Mera soch mujhe kitna hota hoga jab tujhe dekhta hoon..... Tere diye dhokhe ko yaad karta hoon... You hurt me more than you know. Do you think you can fucking playing with my life and my family but nahi Shehnaaz i will never let you do this. Well, let me show you how to play. Sidharth said, greeting his teeth and grabbing my arm.

I know what kind of person you are!! Lalchi, makaar aur dhokebaaz... Bas yahi hai tu... Main hi pagal tha jo teri asliyat nahi de saka.... I HATE YOU SHEHNAAZ...... HATE YOU...... aur main tujhe kabhi maaf nahi karunga..... Kabhi khush nahi rehne doonga tujhe main .... Narak se bhi zyada buri life bana doonga teri.....

Sidharth maine kya kiya hai... Kyu aap mujhe itna ganda feel karwa rahe ho... Meri please ek baar baat to sun lijiye.... Bina sune Bina jaane aap mujhe galat nahi bana sakte. Mujhe bataiye to sahi meri kya galti hai... Maine kya galat kiya???

Teri galati kya hai.....??? Tujh mein sharam naam ki koi cheez bhi hai ya nahi.... Itna gand karne ke baad tu teri galti pooch rahi hai.. chal tujhe teri galatiaa ginwata hoon. Teri pehali galti tune mujhe dhokha diya. Teri doosri galti tune dhokhe se mujhe shadi ki, teri teesri galti tune mujhe aur sonia ko alag kiya yeh jante huye bhi ki hum ek duje se itna pyar karte hai... Meri life to kharab ki hi sonia ki bhi kardi. Tujhe pata tha main sonia se kitna pyar karta hoon fir bhi. Tu jalti thi us se isi vaja se tune ye kia kayi baar sonia ne mujhe bola bhi ki tu usse shayad pasand nahi karti but maine hamesha usse galat mana ki nahi esa nahi hai sonia tujhe galat lag raha hai par nahi wo sahi thi aur main galat. Usne har baar meri khushi ke liye jo maine kaha wo kiya. Kyunki wo mujhse pyar karti hai... Aaj bhi ek baar mere call karne par maan gayi wo. Yeh jante huye bhi ki meri shadi ho gayi hai... Mujhse naraz hone ki jagah usne mere dukh ko dard ko pehal di. Mujhe apne pass ane diya. Apna dukh side par rakh kar mujhe apne kareeb ane diya. Sidharth said harshly and i had tears after hearing his words..... He was with her. They were together...

Sidharth aap sonia...... Before i completed he again pushed me and grabbed my neck...... Haan we were together infact we were in bed together and we fucked each other...

Ek sath ek bist....ar.... I tried to say something but words weren't supporting me as much as my tears did. My eyes were flowing with helpless tears.

POV's end...

Shehnaaz left the room with saying any word. Tears were continusely flowing from her eyes. She was devastated after Hearing that his husband was with his girlfriend. No woman would ever want her husband to sleep with another woman. Shehnaaz and sidharth are legally married .So what happened, this marriage took place without the consent of Siddharth, but still he has no right to sleep with anyone else.

On the other hand Sidharth was in his room drinking and fumming with anger at Shehnaaz.