Tere bina

Realisation of pain

"When someone is blinded by love they lose the ability to objectively evaluate the qualities of the person they're in love with and that person's intentions. It's funny how the one you need doesn't need you. How that one person brought out the best and worse in you.Cheating in marriage is a sign of self-regulation failure. When it happens ones, it is a mistake. When it happens twice, it is unfortunate. But when it happens thrice or more, it is a pattern indicating primitive, uncivilized inhuman behavior. "
"It is not easy for the one whom you loves so much and that person is sleeping in someone else's arms.

" It was 11 o'clock in the night but the party was still going on. Everyone was enjoying the party. Some were doing dance others were drinking alcohol. Shahnaz sat on stairs all alone, she felt completely broken. Whatever she saw a few minutes ago, it destroyed everything. She knew about the relationship between Siddharth and Sonia and she knew they were involved in a physical relationship, But she never thought that Siddharth would intimate with Sonia in this party, that too in her presence. She was crying silently sitting alone so that no one would see her in this state, but there was someone who was watching her cry."

"Aise akele rone se dard na to kamm hota hai aur na hi khatam balki aur badta hai. Shehnaaz turned her face and find Ehaan there who was calmly looking at her. She wiped her tears so that she can hide her pain."

" Shehnaaz ansoo ponchne se kya hoga mujhe pata hai tum ro rahi aur yeh bhi pata hai ki kyu ro rahi ho? Ehaaan stated."

" Nahi main kaha ro rahi thi, wo.. wo to meri ankh mein kuch chala gaya tha bas uski vajah se pani nikalne laga ankh se aur main kyu royungi. Main party enjoy karne ayi hoon apne pati ki success ko celebrate karne aayi hoon main bhala kyu royungi buddu., Shehnaaz lied without meeting her eyes."

Achaa!!!! To phir bahar kya kar rahi ho yaha bethkar jo aankh mein gaya usse nikal rahi thi. Aksar log jab aankh mein kuch jata hai to pani se ankh ko saaf karte hai aur tum yaha seedio par beith kar aur dard ko badha rahi ho. Shehnaaz i must say tumko to jhooth bhi nahi bolna aata, ehaan sighed and sat near her."

"Hurt huya na sidharth ko sonia ke saath dekhkar ? Shehnaaz was numb when she heard this from Ehaan's mouth. It means he was also aware about sidharth and sonia' s relation. " Arrey itna kyu chonk gayi tum haan? Mujhe sab pata hai un dono ka infact mujhe sab pata hai sonia ka. Tumko aaj dard mein dekhkar mujhko apna dard yaad aa gaya. Jis jagah par tum ho waha par kuch time pehle main bhi tha. Par maine apne kadam peeche hata liye kyunki mujhko laga ki main un dono ke beecha aa raaha hoon par main galat tha jab mujhe pata chala ki sidharth ki shadi ho chuki hai aur sonia usse chod nahi rahi hai to maine kitni baar usko samajaya ki wo aisa na kare par she's such a bitch. Usko sidharth se nahi uski popularity se pyar hai aur sidharth uski greed ko pyar samaj raha hai. Set par meine kayi baar sonia ko sidharth ko use karte huye dekha. Sonia ko to main pehle se janta hoon yaaha par to wo sidharth ko pehli baar mili hai. Logo ko use karna fir kaamm niklte hi unko kachrre saamjah kar phenk dena yeh to uski fitrat hai.... Ehaaan said and revealing the true colours of sonia."

" Jitni galti sonia ki hai sidharth bhi to barabar ke hissedar hai usme.... Shehnaaz Commented. Mujhe nahi pata tumhara aur sonia ka kya rishta tha aur kya kiya usne par mere sidharth mere sath aisa kareinge yeh to maine kabhi sapne mein bhi nahi socha tha. Assaan nahi hota apne pati ko kisi aur ki bahon mein dekhna. Pata tha ki sidharth aur sonia ka rishta naam ka rishta nahi hai unka rishta apni seema ko laangh chuka hai par yeh kabhi nahi socha tha ki wo bhari mehfil ko chod kar khudh ek doosre ke saath........ Shehnaaz stopped in between."

" Suna tha pyar dard deta hai aaj dekh bhi liya. Socha tha shayad sidharth badal jayenge par nahi wo ab bohat door ja chuke hai jaha se vapis lana unko namumkin sa lagne laga hai... Shehnaaz sobbed."