"That's the problem now Ian gon keep chasing you forever Ariès, baby getcho shit together"
"Ain't nobody gone be as obsessed with you as I am." I told him
He smiled "I'm already knowing take these off"
Read ig idk bitch I'm bored it's gon...
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Aries saint Wilson Chicago,IL December 9th
I woke up looked at my phone to see it was 6am. I turned over to look saint to see him completely knocked out. I layed back and stared at the ceiling thinking about my childhood and how I'm supposed to now give someone a good memorable one where they smile and laugh day and night. It brought tears to my eyes.
"Whatchu up so early thinking about wooda" saint ask with a raspy voice turning on his side kissing me.
"I can't be nobody mama saint" I looked at him with tears.
What's wrong wooda?" He said now sitting up alert
"I don't know"
"Talk to me whatchu thinking baby"
"About my life...how it wasn't good." I say honestly
"Lay back" I lay my head on his naked chest " I know we both come from fucked up backgrounds. my childhood wouldn't good either but Ian gon let that stop me from being a good father. ima hear you out baby talk to me."
"Thinking how my mama and daddy ain't love me how I was just a way to bring happiness to a dark situation. See thing is my mama had me to keep my daddy he was leaving her so she kept me. Now her whole pregnancy was rainbows and sunshine till she found out my daddy had a 3 year old child already she hadn't know about...alll hell broke loose then. Growing up my daddy hated my mama and she did him but their hate for each other only hurt my sister Princess and I. See I know you thinking well at least you had a mama and a daddy but that don't mean nothing if these the same people telling you they hate you and you ruined their lives. My daddy would travel state selling, leaving us with my mama who's hate grew for us each day he was gone. It started he would be gone for a week then 2 then a month then months and a full year but each time he would bring money and gifts and act as if he'd been home the entire time.
"I truly do believe money can buy happiness for that very reason." I told saint looking in his eyes to see if he believed the same horrible things I did and when I looked at him I saw tears in his eyes. I couldn't believe it my saint ? Crying ? Some ain't right.
"It's like we was meant to meet each other..." he paused looking at me. "...remember when you told me you a never love me or have my baby look at you God made that happen for a reason Ariès. If Ian think you was ready to be somebody mama I wouldn't gave you my seed it's hella bitches who could've had mines and I chose YOU Ariès you, you gone that baby and be a good mama...even if I gotta whoop yo ass till you learn you gon be a perfect mama." He said laughing making me laugh
"I hear you" I told him sniffing
"But Fr wooda ,Ian give you a baby for no reason you know whatchu doing" he said playing with my hair making me sleepy .
Closing my eyes "I love you" he told me pecking my lips
