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Four

Have you ever felt so fucked up and you know you're doing something wrong but at the moment it feels so good, so you continue to do it? Well, that's how I felt in the backseat of Andres's car making Out with him.

Earlier

ever since the night at Hakeem's house, everything was a little awkward with Andres and me. We haven't told Hakeem anything cause honestly I don't think it's going to happen again but just in case we have to talk about it and sort it out. I just don't want to make our friendship weird.

"What you thinking so hard about Mani" I looked over to Hakeem sitting beside me " you haven't even touched your food, if this is about that guy and the shit he gave you I'm sorry I ain't know he was finna do that shit  I'm
deadass"

I smiled at how worried he was but I just could not say shit about Andres and what went down in his room.  Before I could say anything back Andres walked over to our table looking mad as shit.
" what's up with you," I asked " nothing," he said not even staring at me but rather his phone " is it Kayla?"

Backstory on Kayla she this bitch Andres is stuck on he always going back to her no matter how much she cheats. They met sophomore year because she was a transfer and they started talking. They're practically dating with no title so she runs and does dumb shit.

" yes, like she thinks I'm fucking playing around with her or some shit" I ignored what he had just said cause honestly he irritated me when he brought her up. She puts him through the same shit all the time and he still goes back to her every single time and it's dumb as fuck to me.

I got up with my tray " where you going" Andres said. I didn't answer him and just walked out the yellow and blue colored doors.

No one POV

" The fuck wrong with her" Andres said turning his attention to Hakeem. Hakeem turned his head to face her as she walked out the door. " Nigga get you and girl shit fixed"

Hakeem stood up and walked away from him leaving Andres at the grey circular table all by himself.

Time skip
After the whole lunch shit, I didn't even wanna see Andres, like it just pissed me off for someone to be that dumb.

And now I was the dumb one because school was over and my mom and dad were at work. Instead of me asking Hakeem for a ride home or Emma I let them leave. So I'm sitting in front of the school freezing my ass off. "why you still here" I looked up facing Andres then looking back down " why you still here? I asked

" I'm about to start football practice but I needed my pads in my car." I nodded and continued to face the floor. " I don't have a ride," I said kind of embarrassed " awl come on it's cold outside"

I was hesitant about going with him but I mean a free car ride was a free car ride. So I went with him.
When I sat in the car a thought just ran through my head. In this seat I'm sitting in he's probably kissed all up on Kayla in here

I kind of got heated at the thought cause the truth is him kissing me gave me some emotions I didn't know were there and I just didn't want to admit to it.

" So what was up with you at lunch huh?" He said turning to look at me whilst I continued to pay attention elsewhere " would Kayla like another female in her man's car" I spat out.

" You dead ass right now, this why you acting the fuck up"
He said in a slightly harsher tone. " Nigga you fucking kiss me and then act like ain't shit happen then expect me to be fucking cool with you and your bitch Nah fuck that!" I unbuckled my seat belt and got out of his car.

He didn't even say shit to me when I walked out and I didn't give a fuck. I hated that I wanted him now and he was finna act like ain't shit happen.  As I got near the corner store rounding our neighborhood I heard a car behind me, when I turned around tell me why I see a black Honda Civic parking behind me.

I continued to walk knowing damn well who it was "IMANI" I heard but I continued to walk " IMANI. STOP FUCKING WALKING DAMN" I turned and noticed Andres was no longer in his car but behind me " WHY THE FUCK DO YOU ACT-SO STUPID" I was shaken by his words " BECAUSE YOU'RE A BITCH ASS NIGGA-"

Before I could finish he cut me off with his veiny hands around my throat cutting me of air. I bit my lips from the sudden action slightly getting turned on by him " You fucking piss me off come on" he said dropping his hands and tightly holding my waist.

So now after being dragged to his car, he took a huge breath " fuck Imani why do you do shit like that"  I laughed a little " Imani I'm not fucking  playing around!" He yelled, " I'm sorry but you scared me I couldn't find you, do you know what would've happened if I lost you?"

I shook my head no. He turned facing me and just stared " come here," he said scooting his seat back I crossed over his seat so I was now on his lap. He stared at me then pulled me by my neck to his face.

Remember that feeling I felt the first time I had drugs? Yeah, that feeling came again when he started kissing me except this was better. His tongue swayed over my tongue and the nerves started to kick in adrenaline went through my body. My body ached for him. My breath was slowly running from me and I was too lost to try to catch it. His hand on my ass slowly pulled up my dress and caressed my  ass.

I gasped at his touch and felt him start playing with my folds through the cotton fabric. I couldn't even kiss back just had my mouth open and my eyes closed. He pulled back my underwear and start rubbing my clit in circular motions . " oh fuck" I whispered moaned in his ear. I started squirming around getting sensitive and in the midst of me moving around, he stuck two fingers in "mmm" I moaned holding his chest. He started fingering and pumping his hands in and out of my hole.

My grip on his shoulder got tighter causing him to ask "are you, okay baby"

I didn't answer him and looked away " look at me baby"

I opened my eyes and looked at him my mouth parted. He kissed me and pulled on my lips. I clenched around his fingers indicating I was close to cumming. " ohh fuckk" I moaned as he started kissing and biting on my neck until I came.

He looked at his cream coated fingers then back at me "open"

I opened and stuck my tongue out as he placed his fingers in my mouth and watched me suck it clean. " now let me try" we attached our lips once again and only this time I knew I wanted this man bad.