#54 And Me

Oh- No

I quickly slip into my panties. Waiting Kyler to return, I sit on the bottom of the bed trying to remember all of last night. Getting lost in thought, I remember a few drinks, dancing with Lilly, and things started spinning. A pop of Kyler's face as he carried me...... And nothing. How did I get changed? Why did he bring me here? Where is my phone?

"So, this is what you do now? Go to parties, drink, drunk text your boss saying you would like to take him up on his offer for a date?," Kyler says walking into his room, his voice startling me enough I slide off the bed. I stand trying to make sure I'm covered with his jersey, that I'm realizing is see-though.

I look at him and see that he is pissed. Beyond pissed, and I don't know why really.

"Kyler, why are you mad? Yesterday was... We had..... A moment, and you left." I say trying to stay calm but my voice and anger fails me. "And you were with FUCKING EMMA!"

"Don't fucking give me that, Lizzie. Her and I just talked. So what you see something you don't like, you are gonna try and get even?" He spits his words like venom.

"Kyler, where are my clothes? I want to leave. You and I are both being hot heads, so this conversation isn't going to work right now." I say staring at his chest. I blink quickly trying to keep the tears in my eyes.

"Liz, we are going to talk all day and night if we have to. We need to fix whatever is going on, because I refuse to lose my best fucking friend," he says as he closes his bedroom door locking it with the key.

I sigh, "Fine, let's talk."

"Why him? The dude is a tool, slept with half of his class, and only wants sex," Kyler asks with disgust in his voice.

"So what if all he wants is sex? Maybe I want sex too. Maybe I don't want to go to college a virgin," I shout at him. "Adam asked me out last night, seeing you with Emma, I don't know when I texted him, I told him maybe one day to his face when he asked. I don't know when or why I said yes though text. Is it so hard for you to understand I waited and waited for you to even notice me in anyway other than your best friend, and you did yesterday. But then you left, like I, ME, the girl you been friends with since you were 4, was a nail and bail conquest."

Kyler face twist up like he was disgusted in what I said. "You could never be a nail and bail for me, Liz," he says his voice is much more calmer now.

I sigh, "Why did you leave after, you know, what happened," I blush remembering his fingers penetrating me. I lower my head waiting for the response, staring at the floor.

Kyler doesn't talk. The silence is killing me slowly. Gosh, say something.

"So what I have to say everything and answer your questions but you can't answer mine?", anger returning back into my voice. I walk closer to him. I look up into his eyes. "Answer me, damn it!" I say shaking his shoulders.

Kyler smiles and whispers looking down into my eyes, " Lizzie, if you choose to lose your virginity, please for the love of God pick me, and not him."

I freeze. Did he just offer? Am I dreaming? What are you doing Kyler Willam?

Fuck yes, my subconscious yells. My hormones are activated from those words and standing so close to him. Kyler leans down, pausing half way, I guess to see if I would reject him. We just look at each other, inching his way to my face, resting his forehead to mine.

Kyler whispers," If you must lose it to someone, lose it to someone who truly knows you, who would never want to use you." He puts his hand on my neck, moving my long hair away.

I take a deep breath in. I have always wanted him, I also know he has screwed 15 girls, I know because I've counted. I also know he wouldn't treat me like them. Right?