Reunited (FOURTIS)

Chapter 1.

Tobias (pov)

My heads spinning.

She's gone.

She's been gone.

For exactly 2 years and 28 days. I never lose track. I used to about other things but this was to important to me. My hands are sweaty, so I wipe them on my pants. I don't change much. I don't comb my hair so my reflection in the mirror doesn't startle me a bit. My face is thick with a beard. And my hair is messed up like I've slept in it multiple times, then a tornado hit it . In several places. Anger bubbles in me. I feel a heat in my temples and warmth in my cheeks. I can't stand still I topple a little . And my head is dizzy. She could of lived. She could of! If I wasn't arrogant and let her leave with caleb that backstabbing brother she has.! Her life came to an end to soon! There was so much.. So much me and her needed to have done together. We could start a new life. Start over all the pain and misery we had as kids...... And build a new one with happy children. Maybe a girl that looked like her with her thin short hair and green- grayish eyes. Maybe even a boy. That has a face like mine. Not my face now. But the way it used to be. When I was happy.... Happy with her at my side. But now eveything is stript from me, even my bravery and my courage. Even my power to keep moving forward. I hate the person I see in the mirror. That miserable person. That drinks away his problems. I take another swing from my beer. URGHHH! I toss the beer bottle and watch it shatter against the mirror. Shards of glass scattering at my feet and cutting a few of my toes. I wince right but pain is part of life. There's no pain I could experience that is even worse than losing tris prior.