I'm a kid. But I'm just spectating...
Does this mean I'm dead?
Is this it...
Kowaru... I'm sorry you died for nothing...
I keep looking at him trying to help me as a child. He devoted his life for nothing.
I hate him.
No.
I don't want to love him. If I loved him that would mean I'd be in pain. I dont want pain.
Functioning is... hard.
I hate him.
I want to grasp each moment with him. Watching him love me makes me want to rip my hair out and strangle him to death. I can't stand seeing him love me so much I can't do this.
Kiss him. Let him kiss me. No. I can't.
I'll make him hate me so he never dies. He will not die. Let me die instead.
